[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

[[say bye bye to beijing....]]

Byeee Beijing....再见....さようなら....안녕....Auf Wiedersehen....au revoir....

495 is a number that I will never forget from now on. I should not be sad in the first place because afterall, this is my decision. A decision that i have make after much consideration. However somewhere in my heart just doesnt feel right. Indeed we learn in our CME that it is not easy to make a decision. There will never be a politically right answer. Once you have make up your mind believe in yourself and you should never regret it as that is what you have decided to do.

It was a golden opportunity and I was hoping to find something from there, the answer that i have been seeking for so long and yet there was no reply. I sort of convince myself that I need not travel so far to seek for it. I wonder how long do I still need to get the correct answer...

Oh well lets just set aside this thing and talk about what happen today. It was a busy day today. Morning after morning jog, I ran all the way back to class again to open door, then get ready for A.Math test. I can say that it is an easy paper which I never study well. Wonder how my brain workds?? Why I am like so stupid at times? Actually what I need is just time. Plenty of time. Can you donate time to me?? If only I have a time machine....Anyway after that we had 听写. I was quite happy that once again I can write for 听写 again because I didnt study for the past 2 but i forgot 1 造句....haix. ok LAstly, is the 'O' level Chemistry SPA!!! just pray hard that I only minus 1 mark...i beg. Miss Lee please minus 1 mark will do ok? Argh the bunsen burner! YOU BETTER LIGHT UP THE NEXT TIME!

~~~ok need to go prepare tomorrow's mock chinese! MUST SCORE WELL!! 加油!!!

Well apparently someone cheated but I didnt say anything. Heh SUCH a NICE councillor am i right?! *puke* I doubt she will see this post anyway. So everyone please help me keep a secret ok? Sorry to say this but I never see such a thick-skinned person before, to ask me "oi the 默写 last 2 words are what?" Shameless! Is good enough for me to teach you write 1 word alrady l, still ask for more! And when I say I not suppose to tell you, you say you are such a weird person. Isnt it so unfair to me who took time off to study 听写 yesterday and didnt study A.Math?! I saw you peeping at my paper and the 听写 paper that you hide in your bag and you peep in whenever the teacher turns around. Why must you everytime say so much things to hurt me so deeply. Then everytime I rebutt you, you will just simply say" haix, cant even take jokes. " Everytime you will pick on. You disturb me during lesson, making me not able to pay attention! NVM! That time when I didnt want to help you, you say" aiyo no wonder so many people dont want to sit with you!" Must you really be so sacarstic everytime?! Are you only happy when you make me so sad. NVM! What is so ashame to ask teacher question when you dont understand? Is your own fault for not listening, i dont mind helping you but ask in a nicer tone? It is not compulsory for me to teach you! Have you ever help me? "greedy!" "selfish!"...IS ALL YOU SAY ABOUT ME! I have never ever come across a person like YOU! To people who see this, may be you will just think that aiya this is just a small matter, i shouldnt be writing so exaggerating. However I only can say if only you are in my situation. You can say that she is just playful but I will never agree to taht excuse. Many times, I told myself that I shouldnt even be bother by waht this person is saying, even if it is true. I just cant do it as there always a limitation to one's tolerence! If only someone really understands....this is the first time i really dislike someone so much. It is very painful, very very painful. My heart just hurt so much that is like the depleting of the ozone layer. It will take a long time before it will recover to its original state. Nevertheless I will wait till the arrival of that day. ...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|6:12 PM|