[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Friday, October 31, 2008

[[SICK~~!!]]

I have a bad experience yesterday....STOMACH ACHE....or more like DIARRHOEA!! This is the first time that I experience diarrhoea and it was so bad that I really cannot bear with it so I went home after recess yeaterday and didnt attend school today. Anw I realise that a lot of people dont know how to spell diarrhoea. So I went to check up the dictonary and yup this is the correct spelling----diarrhoea.
Well I wanted to go home yesterday but end up at caroline's house. Her father offer me to go to their house and rest first. Since no one is at home to take care of me, I decided to stay at her house then maybe later go straight to the concert. Her father said I was like wobby wobby one...so I went to her house her parents ask us to find something to do like watch shows or something lols. Her parents were going to malaysia. So left the both of us in the house. I ask caroline to play the 黑糖玛奇朵 to let me watch :D It sort of make my stomach not so pain anymore but it still hurts!!
For once I didnt eat so much for dinner, I even ate lesser then caroline because I really didnt have much appetite...practically, whatever I ate comes out very quickly again......
Her father send me to the MRT and I was considering whether to go a not....Nevertheless I took the train and slept through out till City Hall. Mag was late as usual. When I was about to take the escalator up, I suddenly felt very giddy and want to vomit, maybe because too many people and there was also a mix perfume smell. I went to sit down at the bench. My father called, then my mum. They were very worried about me and told me that if really cannot take it, then go home. I called up mag and ask her to come find me.
I really have to thankx mag. If not I really would have died in the MRT...it was so pain that I cried....some many people stare at me, somemore I wearing sch-u.....
Anw during the concert at espanade, I practically slept through out....it was a bad example...hopefully none of the co ppl saw this....but I got listen to the yangqin solo! and some parts of yue er gao! Must understand that I am sick!! after the concert mag wanted to walk walk but I really cannot take it already so I went home with Pearlyn they all. thankx pearlyn for letting me sleep.hahax I bet I must have slept awfully. who cares about that when you are sick?! :p
When I reach home, it was about 10pm? I hurried bathe and went to sleep. My mum came into the room after that to ask how was I. I didnt know I was running a fever until she told me. Measure the temperature, it was 41.6 degrees celsius. So here comes all the medicine....panadole blahblah. I was half awake...
Now, I still having slight fever la. 37.6 degree celsius. At least not so hot. I feel very bad to have to cancel my yangqin lesson today...I changed twice le....my teacher must be so angry especially my exam is less than 1 month from now. 23 nov...T.T If you are taking exam this year you would have known that it is the 2nd day of exam, and with o lvl just next week tue, I am so worried. tomorrow maybe still going tamasek secondary school because 刘老师 wants us to go see how is other school co like. Even though it may not be a good school. I think somemore you can still learn something from them which our cca lacks. Council investiture is also coming soon---14 nov. I heard that they changed some of the dance steps again...haven been to the prac for 3 days....and 7 nov and 13 nov got rehearsal! 17 nov, 18 nov & 19 nov I have a day camp to attend...shouldnt have go in the first place. I am going to die...sure die...how???!!! Still have to plan the cca camp which is a challenge for me this year as we have a irresponsible 1st teacher-in-charge!!! rah!! so piss with him! is already like nov tomorrow. Now I know why I will be sick le.... T.T

Is going to be a tuft and challenging month ahead but I hope that I can overcome it...I hope that I can score an a1 for Chinese o level if not I will be very upset..I hope that I can score a destinction for my yangqin exam...I hope that I could organise the cca camp well this year....I hope that I wont screw my council dance....I have so many things to hope for but everytime it doesnt turns out well....it doesnt turns out as I wish....maybe I shouldnt be greedy and take up so many things from the start...maybe I am sick now because god wants me to rest and reflect....I just hope that this time everything will turn out well as plan......please......

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|4:48 PM|

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

[[outing! :D]]

YEA! today went out with jo and xr! I am so sorry that I overslept...I am really sorry...sorry sorry sorry... I have never ever been so late in my life before... 5 mins more to 1h late from expected time, 945. I am so sorry, this wont happen again. I promise.

Ok, so when we reached there, it was like 1055. We planned to watch the movie at 1040, so we missed it. We went to eat at pastamania. :D So nice. hehex. We saw a lot of hwa chong guys. At first we thought like what happen. After that we realise that they actually book the whole bowling centre from 900am-12pm! SHOCKING!! O.O they so rich lo! book the whole bowling centre so within that time, there was no lane for people to play, they were all booked by them! haix if only something like that happen to us...Well so after eating, we went back up to cinema. Then went in to watch 武侠梁祝. It was quite nice though, teared a little only. We had the whole theatre to ourshelves first, after that a couple came in and sat behind us. After 106mins of movie, we went for a bowling session! hahax I can only say it is really hard to control the ball. When I use lots of strength, the ball will go into the canal. Whatever it is, it is still a nice experience. It is just my second time bowling only hahax! 2 games later, we went for ice skating. I didnt want to go initially, but I saw jo how she wanted to go....so yup we went. hehex I finally can skate le! It is still not a waste trip after all! jo went home after taht, so left xr and me.

Both of us had dinner at kofu. First time for me to try 韩国伴饭. It was really spicy so I never finish all. We shop around the place and ate the ice flake? at the basement. ....In all I think today was still quite fun. I hope they feel the same way too! :)

Prrr...I spend like $40++ today...haix I am sure this will be the last time I am letting myself to be like this. I am sorry that I did not agree to the ice skating at first cause it was to expensive for me....I usually dont play/do something that I cant afford unless there is a need to. Dont worry, is still quite fun in the end. :)

Well there is just too much troubles around me lately. I am very scare that my passion for CO cannot hold on to the responsibility in it anymore...I am afraid and worry. There is even once that I feel that it is a burden and that is not suppose to be it. I cant have that in mind, I know it. If I ever think like that, then it will only bring more troubles to co and not helping to solve any.

Anw I feel bad about missing council meeting today. I know it is very important and I know what does it mean when I actually skip it. I didnt really do it on purpose, is just that it is not easy for us to meet up because everyone's schdule is different. It was after we have planned the outing then I knew that there was a council meeting. I tried changing the time but jo seems unhappy about it, so I didnt. Well I am sorry but I will try to catch up what I have miss ok?The dance step and stuff....

**Just hope that everything will turn to the bright side**

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:03 PM|

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

[[GAN!!!!!!!PISS!!!!!!!!!]]

RAH~~~~RAH~~~~~~~~
NEVER FELT SO PISSED ON MY LIFE BEFORE...SERIOUSLY. IF YOU REALLY KNOW ME WELL. I REALLY ANGRY UNTIL I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY AND DO ALREADY. HORRIBLE LA!!!!! NO MOOD TO DO ANYTHING LE!!!!!!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:18 PM|

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It was a long long day today...after getting back my terrible results, I think jo and xr were shock that I can still remain so calm about my chem. Nono...is not that I dont care, is just that I expected it....I am not giving excuses by saying that many things happened during eoys and it thus affected my results. It may be part of the reasons, but not all. Anw yup I told myself that as long as I passed this year, I am going to work hard for next year. Which means other than co,SYF, council, yq exam, and play...outings etc. I HAVE TO FOCUSE ON STUDIES! I cant disappoint myself again because I cannot afford to. So yup what I need now is time....time...time......time......t....i....m...e.....

Well which is the hardest thing to get and to lose....now I really realise that time is really precious when you desparately need it! Anw apart from exams, CCA resumes too. At first I time I could have time to warm up myself to get things started with like the usual, in the end I almost died while doing the things....Liu lao shi ask me to help him out and I could see from his face how unsatisfied he is with us...haix...daji: how many times I tell you all to learn finish long teng already! yet after so long still not done! cannot like that! no matter what reasons it is, your seniors...or whatsoever, still must learn. By all means, you cant let it pass just like that. TIME! Hope that you all really can complete it within this month. That is the deadline I am going to set for you all. You cant drag it any longer, or more songs will be lost...it wont be pass down...传承! will later become 船沉。。。-.- so must jia you ok?!

haix shall stop talking all this things. If not I can crap for dont know how long. Briefly, today I took measurement for my invest-u and after that hold a meeting for co about the camp and updates on recent matters. Oh I realise that I miss out quite a few things so yup I am going to say on thur! hehex hope I wont stuttered..lol Straight after the meeting, I had to quickly carry yang qin with boon....until like omg 345 then I settle down. I am perspiring like mad! It has been a long time since I sweat like that! It stinks~~~ I started with a few mins practice then liu lao shi came to find me, so you know what happen next...~~~~~

After co end, I was so tired that I forgot to lock the d-room...then I ran back again. Sorry boon for making you carry 6 yq....sorry....you are the best junior, ok? :D smilex Saw yong mei in canteen today. Mag started talking to her for such a long time that I reach home like 800++ Most importantly, I forgot about my medicine. I never eat and left house to meet up with Pearlyn cause I was going to be late...thus the whole day I felt like dying...I bet tomorrow I really cant talk at all!! :( Hope I get well soon. Anw yup was talking to yong mei about some council stuff and juniors?! lol can say. Is a secret. Now she know me, but not for a very good thing though, is something she will whack me when she sees me once...

Cant miss out on this! Haix today know of a sad news....have you ever hear a CCA holdinga camp with no stay over??! Is not like a camp anymore. There will be no night trail plus there is 6hrs of training each on the first and second day! Hardly anyone would come! I spend like dont know how long trying to plead the teacher-in-charge to think of other ways to resolve the problem but to no avail. They wont take a step back. They have their reasons for doing this as wang lao shi is leaving and mdm suah is pregnant and mr gan is a guy. So no teachers are available to stay with us. No worries, mag and I are still thinking of better solutions to this problem. Hopefully tomorrow's reply is a pleasant one. I beg you....

ok I shall end here today. I really had an exciting and pack day today,with so many things to do. However, I learn about something new today which I hope I would remember it forever. :D

good luck to me~~~

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:27 AM|

Sunday, October 12, 2008

[[sick~~~~]]

It has been a long time since I visit the doctor...so I went to see the doctor today. Queue number 23, but number 22 is already inside, so I need not to wait for so long.

Anw dont know what happen...this morning wake up and I cant talk. Is not like some people have sore throat and that why you dont want to talk, mine is really like no sound came out....and the throat is so pain whenever I swallow my saliva, so I ask my mum to go with me to see the doctor. It has been almost a month since I cough, I didnt went to see the doctor because I thought it was just a normal one and the funny thing is that it will only cough very seriously at night...It lasted for a month, I still can talk, eat, sing....haha I even eat fried food...that why this morning wake up become like that.....suddenly no sound!

The doctor say that I need to rest more and best dont talk for 3-4 days or else it will spoil my throat. Now I have to eat antibiotics because of my throat....so weird lo! I feel as if like teacher like that cause only teachers will talk until their throat 发炎.

Well now I blur blur one...I need to keep eating medicine the whole day or else the throat very uncomfortable. If you see me lately and I didnt say hi to you or whatever, dont be upset ok?! hahax cause I really cant talk...Oh and this coming Tuesday I still got meeting lo! council and co one..haix I wonder how I survive this week...tomorrow still got lesson but my head very giddy. I think I am talking crap today cause my brain really cant function well...so people, try to read my hand signs in school ok?!

cya! hope I get well soon! :D (no kbox until I recover!!)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|4:26 PM|

Thursday, October 9, 2008

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OK! eoys is over like long ago! sorry for not blogging people! hahax haix I think I can fail already lo so sharlyn no worries la you wont retain!

Anw I have already draw out a timetable for myself this holiday. There are many thing that need to be done! yea that includes the one and only yq outing! So hopefully I can really complete the list of things within this nov and dec holidays.

Sighhh....today was really disappointing....got scolded by teacher cause never play well and the exam is coming. The actual date is confirm yet but it will be starting from 22nov onwards. So practically any big event before that I will not take part in it....other than 1 camp which is eh I forgot the date. Oh no! better go check with XR later... OK so Wong Sock Yie from now on you better work harder, 'O' lvl Chinese Paper & Yang Qin Exam is your priority now! You must learn to balance your work load!!! Or else your destinction well fly away and Zhuang lao shi is going to scream at you!
I am currently in a slacking mood now....after playing for like 3 days straight....I did practise my yq everyday...yesterday 1 hour...today around 3-4hrs...but still not enough...the standard drop le...T.T 加油！加油！cannot give up!!!!!!!

I wonder what happen in CO today with just sec2s and sec1s hahax, I bet it must be really chaotic...looking at the sec2 comm making announcement....hehex must be really cute. lol you all must 加油 together with me. There are still many things to be done in co and can only done be by you all, I cant......

byezz~~~

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:06 AM|