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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

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It was a long long day today...after getting back my terrible results, I think jo and xr were shock that I can still remain so calm about my chem. Nono...is not that I dont care, is just that I expected it....I am not giving excuses by saying that many things happened during eoys and it thus affected my results. It may be part of the reasons, but not all. Anw yup I told myself that as long as I passed this year, I am going to work hard for next year. Which means other than co,SYF, council, yq exam, and play...outings etc. I HAVE TO FOCUSE ON STUDIES! I cant disappoint myself again because I cannot afford to. So yup what I need now is time....time...time......time......t....i....m...e.....

Well which is the hardest thing to get and to lose....now I really realise that time is really precious when you desparately need it! Anw apart from exams, CCA resumes too. At first I time I could have time to warm up myself to get things started with like the usual, in the end I almost died while doing the things....Liu lao shi ask me to help him out and I could see from his face how unsatisfied he is with us...haix...daji: how many times I tell you all to learn finish long teng already! yet after so long still not done! cannot like that! no matter what reasons it is, your seniors...or whatsoever, still must learn. By all means, you cant let it pass just like that. TIME! Hope that you all really can complete it within this month. That is the deadline I am going to set for you all. You cant drag it any longer, or more songs will be lost...it wont be pass down...传承! will later become 船沉。。。-.- so must jia you ok?!

haix shall stop talking all this things. If not I can crap for dont know how long. Briefly, today I took measurement for my invest-u and after that hold a meeting for co about the camp and updates on recent matters. Oh I realise that I miss out quite a few things so yup I am going to say on thur! hehex hope I wont stuttered..lol Straight after the meeting, I had to quickly carry yang qin with boon....until like omg 345 then I settle down. I am perspiring like mad! It has been a long time since I sweat like that! It stinks~~~ I started with a few mins practice then liu lao shi came to find me, so you know what happen next...~~~~~

After co end, I was so tired that I forgot to lock the d-room...then I ran back again. Sorry boon for making you carry 6 yq....sorry....you are the best junior, ok? :D smilex Saw yong mei in canteen today. Mag started talking to her for such a long time that I reach home like 800++ Most importantly, I forgot about my medicine. I never eat and left house to meet up with Pearlyn cause I was going to be late...thus the whole day I felt like dying...I bet tomorrow I really cant talk at all!! :( Hope I get well soon. Anw yup was talking to yong mei about some council stuff and juniors?! lol can say. Is a secret. Now she know me, but not for a very good thing though, is something she will whack me when she sees me once...

Cant miss out on this! Haix today know of a sad news....have you ever hear a CCA holdinga camp with no stay over??! Is not like a camp anymore. There will be no night trail plus there is 6hrs of training each on the first and second day! Hardly anyone would come! I spend like dont know how long trying to plead the teacher-in-charge to think of other ways to resolve the problem but to no avail. They wont take a step back. They have their reasons for doing this as wang lao shi is leaving and mdm suah is pregnant and mr gan is a guy. So no teachers are available to stay with us. No worries, mag and I are still thinking of better solutions to this problem. Hopefully tomorrow's reply is a pleasant one. I beg you....

ok I shall end here today. I really had an exciting and pack day today,with so many things to do. However, I learn about something new today which I hope I would remember it forever. :D

good luck to me~~~

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