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Saturday, January 10, 2009

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Is has been a long time since I last updated my blog. It has been a super busy week since school reopen. There many tests, have to take care of sec 1s, have to worry for co too...

Just finish sec1 orientation camp and CCA Fair yesterday. Make a few more friends during the camp. CCA FAir was so-so yesterday.
I wonder if I am able to rest for chinese new year? or will it end up with lotss of work....

This year is definitely a great change for me. With O lvl And SYF coming my way. I realise that I can be bad at leading at times and luck is just not on my side.

Anw recently I just feel that someone is very distant away from me. I have so many things to tell her. So many so many but when I look at her, nothing comes out from my mouth. My mind went totally blank. We are just not how it use to be. She doesnt talk to me like the usual way, messages from her were none now. I wonder since when is this friend so important to me. Or perhaps I know that she hold such a important position in my heart but I thought she will be there for me all the time to support and give encouragement to me.

"Support and encouragement", that is the thing that I need now. To know that there are always people believing in me and supporting me to give me strength and confidence in whatever I say and do is very important. I feel that CO is like walking aimlessly without someone leading them to a common goal. What are our plans of the future? What are we lacking? etc.

Well with just so many worries running in my mind now, how can I concentrate on a single task? When everyone is busy with their own work, no one will be thinking of these things. Who else will be thinking of CO during their work other than the stupid me? My bro told me that vp is the link between the p and the rest of the comm members because the p will get too engross in trying to make the CCA better and forgot about trying to interact with its commitee so ended up the vp will be the one pulling everyone together. In this case everyone is so engross in their work that talking/ interacting with one another seems to be a waste of time. They cant just sit down there patiently to listen to your grumbles or suggestion.

I shall end my grumbling here and go settle my work. Perhaps I should just tell them one by one how I feel one day.

mood=very very very very very upset

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