As everyone is moving forward together, I feel left behind. The world doesnt revolves around you but somehow as it goes around day and night, you are standing alone like a lost girl.....lost in a jungle....a big jungle filled with dangers and surprises....filled with the unexpected. Everything seems to be drifting further....further..... away.
It is such an important year, I know. There is so many important things to settle. However, who is there to tell me what to do? Who is there to take care of me? People always have this impression that people holding high ranks are popular and are always busy. It is however not the same for me. I am always bad at expressing myself and acknowledging myself. I got so many things kept in my heart that I feel like yelling out loud. Do I really have close friends? It is kind of saddening for me to think about this in sec4. Maybe I do have. But I want someone who can acknowledge me and affirm me when I am unsure. I want someone who I can lean on when I feel like crying. There are so many things that I want to tell her but when I see her, nothing comes out.
I am always crying, always unlucky, always not meeting the kind of people I want. Even if I do, they are always good friends of others. Will people like the kind of me? What's more I have to make decision daily, everyday and every minute, affecting so many people. Will I be able to lead them? Is the CCA like this because of me?
People, I have so many things to say. However everyone is so busy that they have no time for me but people have time for their facebook. People around are always joking around. It is not like I cant, just that I cant do it in front of you.
From now on, I want to keep my tears to myself. I will no longer hope for comfort coming to me. I will stop wishing for help when I am in need. I only want to become stronger mentally. I need someone to talk to but that when I realise nobody knows what I am thinking.
Where is the smile I once had? The cheerfulness that 'big sis' use to bring it to me. I have lost it. 'Big sis' where are you? I need you now.....
“认真、努力，就会得到你想要的”
[[The Walker]]
[[` sOck yIe `]]
17 years old
27 June 93
Cancer
Anderson Junior College
CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School
Peiying Primary School
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AJCO
PDG: 19/10
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2 Unity
1 Hope
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-YQ skills will improve
-Good Results
-SNCO get Gold with Honours for SYF '09
Animes
1. POT & POT OVA
2. POT Another Story
3. Katekyo Hitman Reborn(203)
4. Inuyasha
5. Vampire Knight(13)
6. Vampire Knight Guilty(13)
7. Special.A (S.A)(24)
8. Skip Beat!(24)
9. Bleach
10. Twelve Kingdoms(45)
11. D.Gray-man
12. Clannad(24)
13. Clannad After Story(22)
14. Soul Eater(51)
15. One Piece
16. Get Backers
17. Samurai Deeper Kyo
18. D.N. Angel(26)
19. Tsubasa Chronicle(26)
20. Tsubasa Chronicle 2nd Series(26)
21. Kitty Grade
22. Kuroshitsuji(24)
23. Kaichou Wa Maid-sama(26)
24. Kimi Ni Todoke(25)
25. Fortune Arterial: Akai Yakusoku(12)
26. Shinrei Tantei Yakumo(13)
27. Hakuouki Shinsengumi Kitan(12)
28. Hakuouki Hekketsu-roku(10)
29. Nurarihyon No Mago(26)
30. Otome Youkai Zakuro(13)
31. Kimi Ni Todoke 2nd Season
32. Cardfight!! Vanguard
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2. 西街少年
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5. 恶魔在身边
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9. 篮球火
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11. 命中注定我爱你
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14. 终极一家
15. 终极三国
16. 恶作剧之吻 I
17. 恶作剧之吻 II
18. 桃花小妹
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20. 流星花园 II
21. 海豚灣戀人
22. 热情仲夏
23. 爱情魔法师
24. 下一站，幸福
25. 死神少女
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2. Liar Game Season 2
3. One Litre of Tears
4. Hana Kimi
5. Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge
6. Hana Yori Dango
7. Mei-chan no Shitsuji
8. Guilty: Akuma to Keiyaku Shita Onna(11)
9. Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo : The Girl Who Lept Through Time(Movie)
10. Nodame Cantabile
11. Nodame Cantabile: The Final Score - Part I
12. Nodame Cantabile: The Final Score - Part II
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1. BOF
2. You're Beautiful
3. Playful Kiss
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