hehex today is the big day! yup first thing first, I opened my blog early in the morning at like 5.45am. I was almost late for sch can! Then I was running around in the house cause I didnt pack my things the night before...=.= (hmm... I wonder what I was doing the previous night...) Anw sorry for those who have waited for me at the platform. I reached school at around 7.15am then went to buy bread at the bread store so that I've something to fill up my stomach at the 9 o'clock break! hahax (or else everytime I have nothing to eat when my classmates are eating muffins! or subway cookies!)
ok so after that I went for lesson....I couldnt concentrate in class! haha sorry Justin and Janet for disturbing you all during lesson time! And I really have to give many thankx to you all for letting me notes when I missed lessons due to CO or certain reasons. hahax Thanks loads! :D
After school I attended house meeting! BLUE HOUSE! hahax we are going to have a NEW house T-SHIRT! The theme for our house is SWITZERLAND! haha the various themes for this year is lieu with the YOGA. haha and we got SWITZERLAND! but I wanted Greece though well is better off with Singapore cause I got sick of doing props for our country since we always do that for projects! hahax So after the briefing, we went to the gym to decide our committee members! Wei Yi came back to help us out! but hmmm...I felt kind of sad and angry for WY, for not being able to be our Captain. I think she would do a great job! And how could she just suddenly pop up of nowhere to change our decision of our house captain?! Just because she doesnt like her! Is super biased la! Every house gets to vote for its own captain and just because you're the cca head doesnt mean that you have the right to change our decision! and the best part is that you didnt want to explain why!
Let's forget about the unhappiness and move on to the best part of the day! hahaha It's SEC 1 ORIENTATION TIME!hehex (but hmm not everyone attended!!). It's really amazing how we can clash with the Choir every year even though we pushed it to the later part of the year this time round! haha it's really fate. I took many pics of the CO members! haha with Serene's camera cause mine is like the lan diao one! lol so I didnt bring! (photos coming right up!) I felt quite accomplished too! haha I pranked the whole CO. I pretended to be very serious, briefing them about what is going to happen after their last game, where they should go and etc. Then, mag and I said that we want to take a photo of the whole CO. so we took the front view then ask them to turn and take the back view! haha. That's when I threw water bombs down! haha many thanks to Denise for helping us to take water bombs up the spec stand. Even though is only a few, your help is appreciated!!! hahaha wheee~~ : D
Well, in the end I was totally drenched all the way from my hair to my shoes which were soaking wet! cause everyone started attacking me! haha but it was fun! :) While I went to dry myself up, they were having their "Dont forget the Lyrics!". hehe CO members can join choir too! hahax At 6.15pm, we got everyone to the canteen, I was suppose to pop the sparkling juice but hmm they cant seemed to find me! Why? cause they left me in the music room to look after the bags!! and this year I didnt get to eat either! hmph! well but never mind haha! :) and no worries Pearlyn! I wasnt angry or irritated at you! Think of all the things you have done well and not just things that you didnt! haha I know that you have tried your best so dont push any blame to yourself! This Orientation is what you all have put up! If anything went wrong, it shouldnt be one person's fault. Everyone should be responsible for it! If you know your flaws, just try to change it. Jia yous! : )
ok Next is our SNCO comm one and only Ben & Jerry's free cone day but only valid to my beloved comm members! hahax. Sorry that we took quite a while in deciding what to give you guys! hahax yup but in the end is WAFFLE CONES! :D AND you guys no need to feel bad ok! I promise that I'll treat you all so I definitely will together with MAG!!(hahax sorry to drag you in!) Afterall it was a tough year and You guys really deserve it! haha so PLEASE DONT try to return Mag and I money for the treat! (I dont want to see that envelope anymore!) hahax Just enjoy it! :D In the end, we didnt get to camwhore there can! so sad! I want a full comm photo! JUBILATE MUST OK! :D
Anw, I have been trying to lower the price of the tickets. Hopefully, I can inform you all by wed or thur the results. Wish us all the best! hahax Oh and argh! The geo sem! I want to go!!! puff...
Tomorrow is going to be a big day! hahax Hope that everything will run smoothly!!! =D
Jia you to all comm members! This is the last big event that we organise together!! So whatever it turns out to be, just enjoy it! SMILEX! cause I'll be taking pics! hahahax
In addition, it is also our snco comm very first outing! hahax I want to take lots and lots of photos! CAMWHORE!! Even though I'll be super duper broke after tomorrow, I still hope that I will have a FUN time!! haha SEC 4s! Let's enjoy whatever time we have left with our juniors before we start mugging like mad for O's!
All the best ppl! =)
☆~前奏~☆
雨下在我窗前 玻璃也在流眼淚
街上的人都看起來 比我幸福一點
用寂寞來測驗 還是最想要你陪
曾一起走過的夏天 我常常會夢見
我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願 你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠
愛你是孤單的心事 不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事 多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你 用我自己的方式
☆ ~間奏~ ☆
我在你的心裡 有沒有一點特別
就怕你終究沒發現 我還在你身邊
我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願 你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠
愛你是孤單的心事 不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事 多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你 用我自己的方式
☆ ~間奏~ ☆
愛你是孤單的心事 不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事 多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你 用我自己的方式
Long Journey- Angela Zhang
It's a long long journey
Till I know whera I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I'm lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you...to you
haha I went to Mag's house early in the morning. We're supposed to make cards but I somehow knew that we aren't. I thought that she probably just called me there because she wanted someone to talk to. So I just went. haha maybe we might do cards too, who knows? hahax Anw I ask her if she wants to tag along with me to pr park but it erupted a war betweem her mum and her...(I shouldnt have ask...) so sorry...I thought it could have make you feel better but......anw cheer up! =)
So after lunch at her house, I set off to Khatib to take bus to pr. haha surprisingly the bus came once I reached the bus stop. Anw so while I was on the trip there I was listening to "playlist 1". haha all my fav songs. A lot of people has been asking me why do I go all the way to pr and waste my time there! when I could have just stayed at home and mug. Well I cant concentrate 100% when my mind is confused and flooded with lots of problems... so the best solution is to excused myself from everything and give myself some time to think through...(hopfeully I wont used this as an excuse for not doing well in test and handing in hw pucntually..)
In any case, I took some nice pics today. =) I really feel much better after all the long walks and the sea breeze...sound of waves.. haha even though it's quite warm today...thankx a lot to 2 people who "accompanied" me through. hahax even though you all are not there, you all kept me company through sms-ing. =) I am very thankful for that. Thanks!
....probably the last time I can come here....at least not till O's are over...
Today is the first friday that I need not stay back for prac..feel kind of weird. Before I went to the canteen to eat, I met Geraldine along the way. Then she started questioning me about the council jobscope.....etc Then before I knew, I was bombarded with work....
Its just 2 days after my SYF...and I dont know why, everyone seems to expect you to revert back to your old self. The one that used to not hold any post and just concentrate on her studies. There wont be any reasons for you to hand in late work now and there wont be any reasons for you to say that you are busy. They expect you to have an immediate change in attitude....
Anw, went home with Gloria this afternoon, like finally after i dont know how long...hahax but in the end I had to rush off for dental.
.....CO has given me a lot. From one whose social circle was once that small because she is so quiet and afraid to take the first step till now....(haha I dont know what I have become...but definitely a better person.) But in the process I know that I have lost a lot too.
Ah well, I just hope that everything will settle down soon, however, at the same time not so soon...
What's the worse thing you can get after SYF?
I totally screwed up my geo test! Hope Mrs Sherwood understand. My eyes were super tired yesterday due to the constant crying! hehex (GWH!)
Fell down from stairs this afternoon cause I was rushing to the forum as I was running late. Thankx jo and shermaine for helping me. Lucikly SYF is over! Well, after I clean the wound with tap water, I still went for the track meet and I cant believe that I actually walked 5 bus stops with that kind of wound! The track competition was kind of bored actually. I only like the relays! haha and woah the jc guys are like flying when they sprint! They are super duper fast!
When I reached home, I got scolded by my mum. Nag and nag and nag non-stop. It got me frustrated and pissed off. It's only 1 day after SYF! And I haven leave CO yet! I still have things to do in CO!
Finally, the news that had been spreading around... I must stop it before something terrible happened...meeting tomorrow! Hope everything will be resolve...and dont be sad Cheryl! Is not your fault!
SYF is over....I miss that feeling....
"No. 39, 圣尼格拉女校, CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School, 荣誉金" And many others who help us in one way or another! (I'm sorry if your name is not up there cause I can't think properly now.) I really appreciate all of your help all this while, giving me constant support to make the dream come true! To HCICO: Gratz to you guys too! =D You all were great up there! =) I simply love your choice piece! hahax GWH FTW! =D (failing geo tomorrow....)
HAHA WOOHOO~! SNCO Finally made it! 17 years of history! Our very first GWH!
Actually, I didnt expect that either. I was crying badly when I stepped out of the hall this morning. People cant seem to understand why but I know...I wasnt up to standard. That itself upsets me.
I can finally understand what is the feeling like of the seniors 2 years ago, sitting down at the audience seats, waiting for the results. What's more we were the first to perform! Mag was beside me all the time and I really thank her for that. I know she was afraid too and I was suppose to assure her, yet I was the first to cry.
Thankx a lot to all the following people who have supported me all this while. All of your encouragement messages, your hugs, a pat on the shoulder and a smilex! Seniors who came down to support us all the way! All of you miss so many lessons for us esp you have A LVL this year!! Luckily we didnt disappoint you all!
In no particular order,
Is tomorrow.... 10hours 26mins to be precise.
I just hope that everything will go smoothly! Rest well tonight SNCOians, so that you have all the energy to perform your best tomorrow! Just enjoy the music when you are on stage! Sway to the music like you have never enjoy it so much before!! We have come so far! We have worked so hard for 2 years! just for this! GO FOR IT!
SNCO GWH! FTW!!!!!~~~JIA YOU!
Not forgetting our friends who have work so hard too!
JIAYOU HCICO!~~~~ YOU ALL CAN DO IT! GWH~~~FTW! =D
如果你不再出现我的世界还有什么可贵 可惜不够时间让我们试验什么叫永远 想念变成怀念心动变成心碎 偏偏还会关切你最后属於谁 我的天空今天有点灰 我的心是个落叶的季节 我不知道如何度过今夜 所有的灯早已经全都熄灭 如果你从没出现我会不会觉得快乐一些 可惜残忍时间总要把诺言一点点摧毁 想念变成怀念心动变成心碎 偏偏还会关切你最后属於谁 我的天空今天有点灰 我的心是个落叶的季节 我不知道如何度过今夜 所有的灯早已经全都熄灭 ~~~~~end~~~~~
Just 1 day and a few hours away...we really have to give it all we've.
GO FOR IT SNCO!
Believe IN YOUSELF!!
SOAR HIGH,
WAY ABOVE THE EXPECTATION!!!
But remember to Enjoy Yourselves!!!
Well, I dont know what make me go all the way to Pasir Ris Park to watch sunset. hahax but I just know that I have to go. So after I ate at mac with mag [both of us suddenly thought of what happen at kap! kind of miss the days!] , I went home, bathe and changed into a new sets of clothes. [sorry boon! didnt answer your call, if not can go home with you!] Yup and I left the house at 5.30 pm.
Amazingly, I reached Pasir Ris at 6.03 pm. Looking at the mini map put at the bus interchange, I just started walking. I saw this soccer field which is so near to the road. Then I cross the road on the left and keep walking straight.....until I came to blk 506 and I saw blk 602. It was indeed a long journey, probably because I was walking alone. And I realise that people there dont walk! They all cycled! It's like everyone has a bicycle to fetch them to their destination and every single seconds they will be ringing at me to move aside!
Anw there is this big canal and bridges linking both side together. hahax it's kind of cool actually. The residents there are so close to the nature and there is a corner for ppl to exercise and badminton court..etc at blk 602. So I walked underneath this link road below the bridge. It was kind of creepy actually, to venture out into some unknown place.
ok i shall skip all the loh soh part on what I saw. haha i shall use pics to replace it! (if i have the time to!)
In any case, I really reflected a lot, about myself and what is happening around me recently. I know my studies are affected and mum is unhappy about it. I am worried for CO too. Council is pressurising me lately....
Just hope that everything will turn well....
If you are happy, I'll be happy for you.
If you are sad, I'll be sad for you.
If you are angry, I'll be angry for you.
But if you ignore me, I wont ignore you...
If I am a beach on the island and you are the seawater, you are coming on shore and going off shore every single minute, every single second....creating a backwash effect.....
(haha..just being random...)
爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位子
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘是你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘是你的样子
~~end~~
Just a song that I have not been listening for a while. It feels different this time round...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ML1R6wl_dlE&feature=related (can visit the link to listen to it)
....a sudden stop to everything...
...when the bell chimes 12 times, the carriage will turn back into a pumpkim again....
?....won woh...
....ti otni flesym nettog evah ot demees I ylgniwonknu...elttil a tsael ta...od I kniht I, sey....saw thguoht hcum retfa noitseuq eht ot rewsna eht dna....
...hturt-flah ylno si taht tub traeh ym ni peed neddih si taht gnihtemos tuo eciov yllanif I ekil erom ro...yadot gnihtemos em ksa enoemos
似有似无，模糊不清。
没有确切的答案。
人生茫茫然，眼前一片黑。
盼一盏明灯，带走这一切。“最后是否自作多情，白忙一场？”
The hcico guys came over. I seriously felt super bad and embarrassed to face them. I am really sorry that I am such a bad host....have to make you all walk the back part of our school...really sorry. I bet it made you all felt like you all are here illegally and not officially invited. I am really really really very sorry... it is so just nice that recently our school implemented a new rule saying that outside visitors are not allow to come in regardless of whatever reason unless the teacher approve but apparently...haix..whatever it is I am still sorry...
Well I must say that today didnt turn out as ideal as I hope it would be. (Actually, my sixth sense seemed to be telling me so the day before. It was a sleepless night....) In any case, I really felt very bad for what happened on the MRT too. It was indeed very disgraceful to have boarded the same train as us. (apologise!*sorry*)
I think the only time when I felt relaxed and really laugh out loud was on the bus trip back to Aljunied, when I finally see smiles on everyone's face. I totally forgot what happen this morning! It was kind of relief!
Anw the concert was great! In a sense that we realised how far apart we are away from our opponents. There is definitely a major gap between dunman and us. They are OMG! hahax cause is super cool and bravo to have played without conductor on such an important concert too. What confidence they have! Ngee Ann was great too but I believed that if we worked hard now, we can still be better than them in many ways! I dont quite understand what rgs was playing though. Tamesak improved a lot too! even though liu lao shi wasnt there...hope he comes back quickly!
Well anw, I love yi zu wu qu! hahax but still I prefer solo rather than ensemble. I simply love it! :)
when will be the next time when everyone can meet up again? will there ever be a second time? I still miss the interaction day even though it has past. maybe I should stop dwelling on it...
“Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.” Herman Cain said that.
I know it sounds cliché but the meaning still holds. If you enjoy what you are doing now, the chances of you doing well in it is very high! President or not, councilor or not, everyone makes mistakes. It is just whether you learn from it or not. You will always get scoldings from teachers or instructors whenever you make a mistake. That’s because they are disappointed with your performance. You will definitely get upset but look forward after that ok? Don’t let that setback become darkness in your heart. It just seems that people demand more things from you just because you are holding a higher post.... it is a sad but realistic fact. It’s a heavy responsibility!
Live up to your very own expectations and not others! However your expectation for yourself is kind of high, so you will always feel disappointed if you don’t meet it. You will become very stressful too! Just give it your best shot all the time and if you really happened to fail, you are still not far from your objective either! (at least you have more discipline than me, that is something I am very sure of! )
All in all, you know I am someone who is bad with words and I bet you have already heard the above from some teachers, lecturers, friends etc many times.
So what I want to say to you is that,
“Sometimes we know the path ahead of us will be a tough one but we just choose to walk on it. Always remember that you are not alone, and you have people around you to support you and help you. At least you can be sure that I will be there to listen to your stories or troubles! I may not be able to solve them but hopefully you will feel better after that.”
Don’t sleep too late...
Drink more water....
Work hard but enjoy your life more...
Perservere!
& Most importantly!
CHEER UP! :D
Recently more and more people are asking about my blog! (hahax I thought I kept a low profile on it. lol!) So I have decided to reopen my blog on 30 April! I wanted it to be on 27 June actually, but it's kind of long!
Well, today just had prac...still need to buck up! That's all I have to say. Hci ppl coming on sat! hahax cant wait to see them again! hope everything turns out fine! :D
This wall, this barrier between us. Since when did we build it? Am I to be blame too?
I dont know....just not at this time please. Not at this moment when I have a important competition to face in 14 days later....
...sometimes I am just too sensitive...
I am utterly disappointed with myself today. I wonder what's wrong with me?! Keep thinking about something else when I am suppose to focus on SYF! Argh...Mag whack me on my head too!, telling me to just get rid of the distractions and concentrate on SYF!
Perhaps is guilty. I should have known it right? Something like this would not have happened if I could stopped it in time...but I didnt. All this is..." I could have..." I feel ashame of myself and sometimes....just sometimes I feel that I dont have the right to lead them. But still, how could a president say that when the SYF is just about 2 weeks from now....
I seem to have lost it...the happiness I once had when I played the songs. I enjoyed it so much. The feeling of just letting yourself flow to the music, immersing yourself in the music that you produced and not being bounded by anything else. The best piece of music is produced under stress-free circumstances! That's in my opinion. How can I get back that feeling?
"I want to return to the past, at least for a split seconds I will be satisfy. To the place that I was once under good protection. I miss it so much! I want it back again..."
山不在高，有仙则名。水不在深，有龙则灵。斯是陋室，惟吾德馨。苔痕上阶绿，草色入帘青。谈笑有鸿儒，往来无白丁。可以调素琴，阅金经。无丝竹之乱耳，无案牍之劳形。南阳诸葛庐，西蜀子云亭。孔子云：“何陋之有？”
山不在于有多高，有了仙人就成了名山；水不在于有多深，有龙就成了奇异的（水）了。这是简陋的屋子，只是我（居住的人）的品德好（就不感到简陋了）。藓痕碧绿，长到阶上，草色青葱，映入帘里。平时和我交谈的都是博学的人，没有无学问的平民。可以弹奏不加装饰的古琴，阅读佛经。没有嘈杂的奏乐声使我的耳朵紊乱，没有官府的公文使我的身体劳累。南阳有诸葛亮的草庐，西蜀有杨子云的亭子。孔子说：“有什么简陋的呢？”
Today is the day. The day of our interaction with HCICO. As usual, I reached 30 mins before the appointed time. I guess I was too sleepy and blur early in the morning, so I alighted at the wrong bus stop(second one). Since I was early, I just walked all the way to the third one. That's when I realise that their school is actually very peaceful and beautiful early in the morning.
A few people were already there when I arrived! So sad that I wasnt the earliest this time! Anw I brought them in to salt center, the unlock room. Subsequently, ppl arrived and my breakfast deliever woman arrived! hahax Thankx Jessica for bringing biscuits for me! Mag was the latest in the comm to come! Reason: She did set alarm on her phone but her phone's clock is 25 mins behind time! =.= anw yea so while I get her to brief our side's comm what is going to happen later etc. Yi jing and yu song were discussing about the allocation of the various section prac. After that, Mag and I went to bring the CO members from the clock tower to the salt center. Mdm Goh was there too! hahax so I called up yi jing to warn him. hehex. He was like oh no! haha super funny! Mdm Goh was super nice yesterday, she offered to wait at the clock tower for late students! She didnt really care much about what we do. lol
After that, all the problems came. I have to run up and down to bring ppl to their rooms and explain to them why they have to share rooms bla bla...then I saw Mdm Goh at the first floor. So I went down to pass her the latest action plan that I did yesterday...then I asked if she want to meet the hcico p and vp. Her reply was, if there is a need to, she said she will leave us to in charge for the day and safety is her only priority. hahax so nice! afterwards, mag went up and prank yi jing! HAHAHA SUPER FUNNY!
"eh Yi Jing, my teacher wants to see you!"
"WHAT?! Oh SHIT!"
(giggles giggles giggles)
His expression is super funny can?! hahax after that we told him the truth. lol he went like "whew!" I wont forget that, probably we can try again when they visit us coming sat! =P So after that I went to pop my head into all the section prac rooms to see what they are doing. Mag went quite piss though. well I shall not touch on that. After that pearlyn called to tell me that the mph have opened. So there it goes again....chasing ppl here and there....
I went for prac too after I have settled everyone down. haha it is so nice to have a room on your own but it feels kind of weird too, with a big mirror in front of you. However, it is super useful for me to see my actions can..ok more like I was frozen up yesterday, all my actions were gone!
At 10am, we got everyone into the mph. TIME FOR ICE BREAKERS & GAMES! but the games were....they didnt have time to play all. It kind of break my heart to hear someone saying that the games sux when I was in the wash room cleaning myself up from FLOUR! The games comm did put in effort in it afterall! It is saddening. Anw talking about FLOUR!, I wont forget the faces of the 3 person who aim flour at me. First culprit, MAG. Next, Yu Ting. Last one, Wei Quan! even though they all missed me! hahax so why did I end up with flour in the end? cause I got tired of running...and Yu Ting just opened up the whole packet of flour and dump it on me... well I must say that there was another guy that was worse than me and it was none other than yi jing. hahax poor thing, always get targetted by his co members. His shirt can become tang yuan! hahax cause is flour mix with water and his hair is a christmas tree. lol. We really had fun on our own yesterday when cleaning up the area! Playing while cleaning up. It wasnt an easy task to clean up the whole area filled with flour! esp if you have someone like mag, who keeps creating a mess out of it! hahax she tried to turn wei quan white, in the end she fell and she became white herself! hahax super funny! then yea suddenly came zheng tao....omy! it was horrible....he told yi jing that he was here to help out so that yi jing could go and have his lunch. hahax but looking at the hci guys expression,I smell trouble! hahax
Anw we didnt get to have lunch in the end cause dazu is starting! Yi Jing, Zhun Song, Wei Quan, mag, yu ting and I just went back and yea zheng tao too. I was kind of irritated by him, someone who keeps carrying a water bomb around, trying to drop it down from the second floor when we are done with all the cleaning. OH and yu song! dont try to bully my comm member lo! put an egg in the water bomb trying to aim at xin ru and pearlyn. hahax but it was funny! In the end I confiscated that water bomb. Sorry! but I was really tired out by the cleaning up we done at the first floor and didnt want to do it a second time...oh well I dont know what happen but yu song ended with white hair! hahax he look like an old grandpa! hehehx.
Ok so here comes dazu! I screwed up my front part of chan ge today. Haix. I should have done some practice for the past few days. I was so engrossed in doing all the admin work for interaction and listening to all the solos. I totally forget about myself.... However, I receive motivation from them once again. Something I cant get from snco. Something that will push me far in terms of skills and academic. I will need to adjust my current lifestyle again....
After the whole thing, Mag and I went to change. I would have became an old grannie too if not for yu ting for helping me to sweep off the flour. hahax thankx! :) then we went to have our "lunch" in the unlock room. Although the food turned cold, I still can feel the warmth in my heart. Even though we didnt know each other for a long time, but after the series of meet-ups and talking on msn/phone, the comm became closer with each other. There is a stronger bond between the comm in both sides particularly the games comm and we know that all these will be the best memories that we ever had with one another. I really miss you guys! Yi jing, yu song, chang hui, wei quan, yong zhi(i wont miss you but yea i wont forget you! ops hahax) and many others! Thankx for making the interaction so fun! hahax I wont forget, all the laughters and pranks! hehex. This is the most fun interaction that I have attended even though there isnt any water bombs!
Oh and I have to specially thank Mr Paul Narh for taking time off to come down to drive away Mdm Goh and Mr Gan so as to allow us to have water bomb fights actually. I am sorry for making you make a wasteful trip down. really sorry....
Anyway Jo ask me if today's interaction is a success. I think to me it is as I gain something from it. On the other hand, I doubt it really makes a big impact for SNCO. Hopefully, it makes them want to attend private lessons after this. Many improvements can definitely be make for the interaction. Normally, if all of those were to happen in st nicks, I would have exploded! hahax but amazingly it didnt happen yesterday and I think is all thankx to yi jing. He truly believes in his game ic and trusted him with all the jobs. In contrast, yu ting needs more training. Everytime I put my trust in her, I will end up with disappointment. I just hope that she gains something from this interaction.
oh well, gtg sleep. all the best for myself and snco! I hope that I can overcome that fear in my heart!
It's already 2am in the morning. I am 3 hours away from the time my alarm will start ringing. I know my eyes cant take it anymore but I just cant sleep. There are just so many things to worry about....
I am feeling very nervous as time slowly past by.... there is just this tinge of excitement plus a tinge of fear. Fear...fear of not being able to perform well tomorrow, fear of criticism, fear of unsettling things. All these leads to nightmares.
Oh well, I haven pack my stuff yet and there are still a few things here and there that are not done. I am just so worry that I miss out something. Hope nothing turns out wrong. I pray~~~
Jia you~! EVERYONE!!
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