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Thursday, May 21, 2009

[[a day before....]]

Finally! Finally, I am able to blog...so many things happen lately...

...just took my geo test today..I just need to learn to think and write faster...(work even harder the next time...)

For today's assembly, the school invited High Achievers to have a talk with us. Coach Elgin is invited. haha it's glad to see him again even though he isnt my coach that time. He's indeed an engaging speaker. The things he said just reminded me of the promise I made to myself 3 months back when we attended the 3 days motivational workshop. What's my targets? What's my ultimate goal? It must be realistic but hmm...can I really make it there? Is it really possible? He told us not to doubt ourselves and stop emoing. He said we HAVE a choice. haha I will never forget the story of the 4 man--1 gangster, 1 pilot, 1 kind man, 1 mad man. They had the same fate in the end but just that the process is different. Thinking about it, 3 months just passeed...time really flies...and by the time we know, O's are just round the corner! The thought about it just makes me....

Anw, I attended the HC talk yesterday. About 160 Sec 4 students attended. Guess what? The intake for non-IP students are 200, this figure includes the 50 dsa student. haha so what are the chances of me getting in? I dont know...but I know I will at least try. So, I'm going to start my private lessons soon, like really really soon. Thanks to all the people who cheer me on but I simply dont have much confidence in my skills now...it really drop too much...

Jubilate is just tomorrow! I dont know if I should feel happy or sad...it just come too soon. I'm not prepared for it. After tomorrow, till the very last performance of the day(finale)...after that very last bow, everything will come to an end. It's an end to my CCA journey in secondary life. My very last performance in this school. It also signifies that the Sec4s need not come for CCA anymore...somehow,even though the actual stand down for us is 2 July,Thursday.

Mag and I conducted the voting today. Mag and I went to Mac to collate the results of the voting after CCA. We were quite traumatised by some of the names mentioned...or probably we just didnt understand our CO enough? Oh well, I shouldn't comment too much on this. The next thing that is awaiting them will be interviews! Hope it runs smoothly...but sitting down there for such long hours listening to people's "speech"..I have never ever try that before. I just know that I better have an early night the day before...or else....

...ok, I just saw my Eng Prelim Oral date today... It's on 25 June 09. I am at Station 15, Shift1. The acutal reporting time is not given yet so I guess there will be more details coming in. Anw, night studies have started....and this just means something....we are 1 step closer to O's and the term is closing...argh...I hate to think about it but I know I cant run away from it....

This coming holiday, it is all filled up with work and work and more revision...revision tests papers, revision exercise...packing notes...chaps...ETC

Well, last thing before I go to sleep, I truly hope that CO will perform well tomorrow. It's my last performance, I want to leave with no regrets. Let me enjoy my day tomorrow,taking lots of photos with the comm, my juniors and my dear friends.

Here's a msg dedicated to SNCO:
SNCO, your journey doesnt end here. The GWH just means that you have unravel a new page and a new path for yourself. Be brave to take that very first step forward. There will lots of things the new comm can do. I wish to take part in it too but I cant anymore. I cant do anymore things for SNCO with an O level coming in 100 over days time. It's time for me to step down. I know I'm going to miss the place, my instrument and definitely all of you who once took part in my life.

Most of my time was spent in Music Room, probably more than half of these 4 years in st nicks, I spent my time there. To do what? To do board, to have meetings, to tidy up the place, to prac...bla bla the list can just go on and on. It's indeed not an easy task to be a president but I still enjoyed it somehow. It's tiring, frustrating at times, stressful...but I still thank the seniors for giving me this opportunity to contribute this much to SNCO, for allowing me to make changes to SNCO. I guess I wont be trying that out in JCs anymore. I once attended a workshop, " Living & Leaving a Legacy" organise by the school and the speakers are from High Achievers. I hope I have really done that...at least I know I try. I guess all I left for you all is an unplan interaction with taiwan and a combine concert. I finally manage to get approval from Mdm Goh but all these things are not very confirm yet so all I can do now is to get it confirm and then pass the things on to you guys. As for the oversea trips that liu lao shi wanted it so much to reward the Sec4s, unfortunately it was being turn down by Mdm Goh and Mr Nah. No matter how much I wish to have it, it seems quite impossible now. Unless you guys can turn impossible to possible? Whatever it is, after the Sec4s step down, we will be the alumni of SNCO. We will always be part of the SNCO family so when you all need help in performing or any other ways, you can always call us up! I'll be very willing to help out! =)

Jia you SNCO! MAke thE IMpOsIBblE PoSsiBLe! Fight for WHAT you BELIEVE in! Make another dream come true~

haha ok that's a super long message! It sound as if I have already step down but ya I am not far from that too I guess. Oh ya I still have a 2.4 napfa run tomorrow! and a comm meeting in the midst of the free time in RP. All the best and good luck!
...truly missing somone now...

"一名惊醒梦中人“

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