[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Monday, September 28, 2009

[[Prelims]]

第一次被闹钟声吓醒。不知昨夜曾有入眠，或许潜意识里已预知到待会儿不理想的成绩，所以辗转难眠。

Results were terrible...have to really mug hard.... Rebecca came back today~ Thanks a lot! :D thanks for the encouragement and support! I am always glad to have a mentor and big sister like you to guide me all the time. Whenever I have troubles or problems I can just give you a call, really thanks.

还剩下29天了。我能好好地利用这剩余的时间，发奋图强吗？讨厌平日无所事事的我。有时间担心别人，倒不如现操心自己。自己的处境也不过如此。

“强者创造机会，弱者等待机会；智者把握机会，愚者错失机会。”

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:48 PM|

Monday, September 21, 2009

[[Hiatus]]

I happened to stump upon this blog and it really gave me inspiration and strength to continue what I am doing now. It made me realise something. I have always said, knowing something and understanding it is 2 different things. Now, I have finally understand it. I hope it's not too late though.

"Hey, in the midst of our exams now, let's just stay focus and think of nothing else. Really nothing else apart from Os. Don't leave the school with regrets at the end of the day. We must Jia You! I'll spur you on throughout this race. I know you will too,right? =) We can do it together. I believe~"

-I'll only allow myself to blog 2 more posts (1 for prelims & 1 for something else)-

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:03 AM|

Saturday, September 19, 2009

[[我不是你想像那麼勇敢- 梁文音]]

我不是你想像那麼勇敢- 梁文音

有时候太坚强笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏歌声就唱的更响亮
直捣入到心底最深处 oh~
你不要追问我还缺了些什麽

每个人都有梦幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站

我常问我自己现在还没有个答案
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱轻放在你心上

每个人都有梦幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站 oh~

我常问我自己现在还没有个答案
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱轻放在你心上

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱轻放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麽勇敢

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:38 AM|

Friday, September 18, 2009

[[Little things that keep me going...]]

"I know that it has been a tough day for all of you and some of you are deeply affected by the oral. It's normal to feel sad as that shows you care about your performance. I hope you can find the strength to persevere and have the resilience to bounce back. Stay forward looking and aim to do better in the subsequent papers. Believe in yourself!" Mrs Tan said this when our class didn't do quite well got English 'O' Level Oral...

Promises made....
-Camwhore on the last day of school!
-Personalised Key Chain

Messages sent/received....

"Good Luck for tomorrow~ :) all the best! Control your temper, don't roll your eyes, don't throw shoes (or tomato). Do your homework already! haha jia you ok! Have an early night~ :)

"Lol! Haha! Funnly eh you! A lot of gan chu rite!"
"Haha! Told chat tt day! Lol! Esp dongbeifeng la!"
"Haha! Yupps! Definitely! Our dbf sure own de okay! Daji n gz need yellow badge too! Omg! U r making me high now! Our dbf rocks hard!"

"Ty, lol, tt's like so long later, nxt yr march leh... :("
"Why u take so long to reply de? :( mugging so boring, must chat leh :D"
"Hi, going to sleep now. :D nitez, or if u see this in the morning then gd morning! :D uh, i sound a bit hyper isit? Lol..."

"Yayy thanks so much! Sorry i think my room got reception prob, i received it only a min before i replied :/ thanks sock! You made my day! Really :D:D Yayy jiayou and jiayou even more! Okay im a bit mad but, Whee i cant wait for the concert! Hahah:).............Haiya ***************************** Haha :p

"Yupps! Jy! 2ND last paper Den time to slack!"
"-.- -.- -.- -.- -.- Haha. Joking. Chiong chiong!"

"Hahah okay okay! :D Yayy coolness <3!"
"Hahaha okay deal! :D yay yay yay <3!>

"Hey! I know this is random but God bless for your elective tomorrow, whichever you are taking (: No matter how Prelims turned out to be when you get everything back in one or two weeks time. Remember the most important thing is your attitude. If you do well, that'll be a confident booster. If *touch wood* it's not up to your own personal standard, don't be despondent. Most important thing is to deal with everything positively and use it to motivate you to study even harder(: if you can do it for co, I'm sure you can do it for yourself too! Jiayou okay :D"

"Bubbles!~ :) hope to see bubbles soon after Os"

Many thanks to all these people. The names shall be kept unknown unless you yourself wants to announce it out loud on the tagboard. haha~ =) If you can't see your messages here, I am sorry! I may happen to delete your messages due to limited amount of memory space...there is 1 person that I specially want to thanks. Thanks Rebecca for your message that time! Jia you for your As too!

All these little encouragements or laughters bring in comfort and happiness to my daily life now as they help to relieve stress during this period of time. =) Once again, thanks~

“音乐是焦躁都市里即将燃烧的平静”

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:13 PM|

[[窃窃私语]]

I wrote this on 16 September 2009, Wednesday, at around 2a.m. Which is the day that I happen to not have a paper. Life stories of people around me had triggered off these thoughts...a phone call that night,actually...

16/09/09 2.a.m.

爱情到底是什么？

有一会，老师出了那么一道作文题，要我们下课后交给她。可我左思右想，还是没头绪。‘爱情’果真是一个考倒了我的难题啊。后来，我读了朋友的作文，才发现原来爱情也可以很简单。

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:00 PM|

[[Plaza Sing. Outing~]]

It's the end of the week! After having prelims for the whole of this week...everyone is feeling demoralised and tired everything. I hardly catch any sleep this week...become a panda already...I guess all these doesn't matter now as long as there is good results in the end...

Anyway, XR, Jo and I decided to go for a celebration today! Our initial plan was to just have lunch together to relax a bit...it's not suppose to take up the whole day... We met Mag at AMK MRT and haha she joined us. So the 4 of us went to shops Plaza Sing early in the morning~lol We were released at 9.45am! Some of the shops were not even opened when we arrived. We went super high at first! haha we all the lame jokes and stuff~ lol "same frequency" ... "senseless" ... "wavelength"...I guess we studied too much till all the knowledge that we gained from textbooks were all applied on 'real life situations' within a day. hahax! It's super funny! The best of the outing was in Swenson! haha we went there for lunch and Jolene happen to not bring her card that day haha but is ok! sorry for you getting scolded by your Mum...Mag totally went crazy in the restaurant!!! She bang on the table...almost fell down...and talked so loudly! What an ideal politician! lol~ jkjk. =) Oh and she wasted lots of food...and the tar tar sauce...hahaha We cracked jokes while waiting for our ice-cream which took eon years to be serve....then Mag went, "STILL TALK TALK TALK!" lol~it was unintentional. She didnt realise that the Manager could hear it or may be her actions made the Manager at the side notice that we had been waiting long for our desserts to be serve. Nonetheless, our ice-creams were on our table within split seconds. haha~ Mag was still quite effective la. lol!

Oh before going to Swenson, we went to shop for Bubbles' clothes~ haha We took a few pictures with the bear that tried on Bubble's clothes. haha but we looked quite er.... The shopkeeper kept staring at us~ haha Hope the ballet outfit looked beautiful on her~ :D I'm sure it does! haha I love the white ribbon, it's really cute! =)

I have to say that today's schedule is all impromptu. Something which I have never ever try out in my whole life, except whenever I'm with Mag. haha It's kind of fun too to go on a journey that is not planned or organised. You won't know what's happening next! The venue that we were going was also decided right after our papers. haha In any case, the sudden urge of wanting to watch a movie led us to the cinema after the filling meal. We chose a 'comedy' movie (lol, sorry la) but it turned out to be not so enjoyable I guess....haha...We went to Diaso to shop after that. It was about 5+ then. Everyone felt tired after the long day....The last shop that we happened to pass by was this necklace shop that help people to make personalise necklace~ hehe we made a promise ok! =) I'll remember, promise. :D

It was indeed a wonderful day today~ haha but I felt that I was quite spendthrift though...haix never mind, only today~ =) Just enjoy myself for once! =) Turn slightly crazy, and join in the fun with everyone else~ =) That's how secondary school life should be like. I probably won't get to experience it anymore....everything is ending soon........

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:16 PM|

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

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Just feeling down now...not because of A.Math...

Anw, it was a sleepless night yesterday... I toss and turn and slept in all kinds of weird posture that one can ever think of. The weather is just too warm to allow me to have a good night rest...
Amazingly, under that circumstances, a sudden surge of ideas for the concert just flowed through my mind, even down to the very minute details. That's how I spent my 3 hours and my phone's alarm rang 2 hours later...

hiax...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|6:14 PM|

Sunday, September 13, 2009

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Out of so many songs 东北风 is still the BEST that we have played so far!~ =)
<3 it! =) :D

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:29 PM|

[[It's back...]]

So I guess is not just my sentiments...everyone has the same feeling... It is back once again, the urge of joining in ...the urge of fulfilling it and creating another history... I guess only the Sec 4s can understand that. It's just a special feeling that all of us share in common.

Everyone went to listen to their SYF pieces again and the past year songs that we used to enjoy very much with our seniors. Closed to tears? It's really amazing how each and everyone of us come together and make it happen. The excitement, the anticipation and finally the fruit of it all. There's always this tinge of sadness at the end of the day too...but that's what made people treasure these unique moments that one could never ever have. I suppose I never regretted, even though I happened to use some extreme measures at times to carry out certain tasks, WE still did it at the end of the day. We did it once and we can do it again! =)

Truly, I hope to relive all these again. Everything. All these memories will be kept close to my heart. It will never be forgotten. Never ever I guess.

“开启了新的旅程。Togetherness~”

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:49 AM|

Saturday, September 12, 2009

[[梁靜茹---爱情之所以为爱情]]

爱情之所以为爱情-梁静茹
作词:黄婷作曲:周谷淳

买cd 把你的声音丢在角落
看电影到结局总是配角的错
你要的故事让你去说
我要的生活我好好过

写日记写不出是谁的感受
夜空里每个人占有一个星座
你到底懂不懂我只要一点温热的触碰
你到底懂不懂有些话并不是一定要说

你总说爱情之所以为爱情是用来挥霍
你总是漫不在乎当我看著自己的稀薄
你编织的感觉难以捉摸
你比我的梦境还困惑
我看见爱情之所以为爱情谁都在挥霍
我想的天长地久也许只是时间的荒谬
我沉迷的感动与你不同
我的了解让我自由

一场雨有时候下得不是时候
就像你说难过不是真的难过
你到底懂不懂我只要一个安稳的等候
你到底懂不懂想你想得好像空气都停了

你总说爱情之所以为爱情是用来挥霍
你总是漫不在乎当我看著自己的稀薄
你编织的感觉难以捉摸
你比我的梦境还困惑
我看见爱情之所以为爱情谁都在挥霍
我想的天长地久也许只是时间的荒谬
我沉迷的感动与你不同
我的了解让我自由

你总说爱情之所以为爱情是用来挥霍
你总是漫不在乎当我看著自己的稀薄
你编织的感觉难以捉摸
你比我的梦境还困惑
我看见爱情之所以为爱情谁都在挥霍
我想的天长地久也许只是时间的荒谬
我沉迷的感动与你不同
我的了解让我自由
我沉迷的感动与你不同
我的了解让我自由

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:16 PM|

Friday, September 11, 2009

[[Things to do after Os...]]

1) Celebration
2) Settle prom staff (shop) =)
3) Change blog skin
4) Camwhore with Xin Ru & Jo at the last day of school! =)
5) Go shopping with Mag at Bugis
6) Shop with Zhi Yi, Glog, Shuang for prom
7) Do Gifts, Letters/Notes for grad night (teachers, friends, classmates...)
8) Outing with Janet...many more
9) Do gifts for SNCO farewell (juniors, instrutors, teachers?)
10) Go out with Ji Inn! & Qian Ting
11) Last class outing for the year I suppose...
12) Chiong shows~ haha
13) Cousin outing!
14) Renovation-Moving out~>Pack!
15) Self-study, Classes

Last by not least,

CONCERT! Prac! Meetings!~ =) :D (starting yang qin lesson too)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:12 PM|

[[Health care benefits....]]

I happened to receive an e-mail today. This is what it's written inside...I thought it's quite useful?

BRAIN DAMAGING HABITS

1. No Breakfast
People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level. This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.

2 . Overeating
It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.

3. Smoking
It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.

4. High Sugar consumption
Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.

5. Air Pollution
The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our 20 body. Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency.

6 . Sleep Deprivation
Sleep allows our brain to rest... Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells.

7. Head covered while sleeping
Sleeping with the head covered increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects..

8. Working your brain during illness
Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well as damage the brain.

9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.

10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain

The main causes of liver damage are:

1. Sleeping too late and waking up too late are main cause.

2. Not urinating in the morning.

3. Too much eating.

4. Skipping breakfast.

5. Consuming too much medication.

6. Consuming too much preservatives, additives, food coloring, and artificial sweetener.

7. Consuming unhealthy cooking oil.
As much as possible reduce cooking oil use when frying, which includes even the best cooking oils like olive oil. Do not consume fried foods when you are tired, except if the body is very fit.

8. Consuming raw (overly done) foods also add to the burden of liver.
Veggies should be eaten raw or cooked 3-5 parts. Fried veggies should be finished in one sitting, do not store.

We should prevent this without necessarily spending more. We just have to adopt a good daily lifestyle and eating habits. Maintaining good eating habits and time condition are very important for our bodies to absorb and get rid of unnecessary chemicals according to 'schedule.'

The top five cancer-causing foods are:

1. Hot Dogs

Because they are high in nitrates, the Cancer Prevention Coalition advises that children eat no more than 12 hot dogs a month. If you can't live without hot dogs, buy those made without sodium nitrate.

2. Processed meats and Bacon

Also high in the same sodium nitrates found in hot dogs, bacon, and other processed meats raise the risk of heart disease. The saturated fat in bacon also contributes to cancer.

3. Doughnuts

Doughnuts are cancer-causing double trouble. First, they are made with white flour, sugar, and hydrogenated oils, then fried at high temperatures. Doughnuts, says Adams , may be the worst food you can possibly eat to raise your risk of cancer.

4. French fries

Like doughnuts, French fries are made with hydrogenated oils and then fried at high temperatures. They also contain cancer- causing acryl amides which occur during the frying process. They should be called cancer fries, not French fries, said Adams .

5. Chips, crackers, and cookies

All are usually made with white flour and sugar. Even the ones whose labels claim to be free of trans-fats generally contain small amounts of trans-fats.

....and after reading it, I realise how super duper unhealthy I am...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|2:08 PM|

Thursday, September 10, 2009

[[MUG]]

...reached home at around 10pm after mugging at Ji Inn's house from 3 onwards. haha I had dinner at her house! First time! We didn't meet up for quite a long while...in fact it has been a year I think?? haha We could have chat a lot BUT we studied =) hehex it's quite effective la, just that I need to study faster.

It brings back memories, really. I miss the old days when we can study hard together in primary school. Jia you ok! I don't dare to promise you that I can meet you there, I try. If I ever can meet you there, I really hope that we are in the same class. Don't abandon me ok! We can go home together everyday and go school together too~ =)) hahax That's what you said one! Promise!

~counting down to 47 days~ it really freaks me out...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:07 AM|

Monday, September 7, 2009

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刘老师祝所有中四生：“中四的同学加油，考棒棒回来飞天‏！”:)

谢谢老师！

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:21 PM|

Sunday, September 6, 2009

[[Emptiness]]

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

[[一整天的思绪...]]

前几天，不自觉地有这样的想法...
幻想是一件很可怕的事。它不断地给于你希望和期望。但你心里明白，那天路并不会有结果。最后你一定会碰壁，悲伤又将在一次的找上你。或许你应该干脆一点，收敛一点，让自己好过一点，这何尝不是一件好事？

中午时...
多少人会记住你对他的好？虽说你不必把别人对你的恩惠一直挂在嘴边，但至少要放在心里。别人的帮助不是理所当然。它没有这个义务，也没有这个必要。

傍晚...
幼时的记忆之门，又在一次的被打开。看见儿时玩的玩具---洋娃娃，布熊等等，就想起天真无邪的自己。三岁的我是那么的单纯，可爱。曾经拥有的童真，如今已无影无踪。
“妈，这个可以给表姐的女儿...那个可以给堂姨的... ...”我宁可把陪伴着我度过美好回忆的它们送给别人，也不愿看到它们被丢弃在垃圾堆里。那时的我回向妈妈撒娇。只要吃到一支棒棒糖，就会露出幸福的表情，乐得嘴角笑弯弯。的确，含着金汤匙长大出生的孩子未必能了解这简单的幸福。

“当你知道他生病时，你希望他病的不重。当你知道他病得很重时，你希望他不要那么快走。而当你知道他快要走时，你希望他微笑的离开。”

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|6:25 PM|

Friday, September 4, 2009

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The 1 week of September holiday is here...so soon...so unbelievable. This 1 week is definitely not for me to fool around but to really sprint through this final lap. I know I disappointed many people, including myself too. I better stop day dreaming and be on task.

...I did phy notes with Jolene today...don't ask me why is there a need to because that's just the way I study. I need to put in double the effort that people give since I'm not born smart. Not very productive but I will make sure that I hit my target and complete whatever that I suppose to today...all the best~

Dead tired now...

"...it's amazing that the flame was allow to rekindle again...is this fate or an opportunity I have given myself?"

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:34 PM|

Thursday, September 3, 2009

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YAY! lol haha I suppose to post this yesterday but I didnt. I shall do it today... Finally, finally we're going to have a concert! Even though it's going to be a combine one, I am still high about it! =))
I am not hoping that everything will go very smoothly cause there will definitely be hiccups along the way, however, on the day of the performance itself, everything must go well! At least that's what I am hoping for. Not too greedy right? =)
No matter when or where it is going to be (not a too shabby one at least), as long as the blue badges are there, the alunmi is there, I think it'll be fun. :D Camwhoring on that day~ hehex

Frankly speaking, the journey ahead is going to be really tough, especially working with an irksome person...haha people may just ignore his instructions. lol ops. sorry. I have faith in all of you~ Jia you! This may sounds harsh but don't disappoint the blue badges or the seniors again ya?
All the best! =)
Oh and the chinese paper today was...hmm...sounds like an alien language... :/

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:51 AM|

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

[[An Answer...]]

Term 3 PPR is returned to us today. I shall keep the comments to myself.

I found this online when searching for what is friendship...

Friendship is mutually cooperative and supportive behavior between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, affection and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behaviours, such as the exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviours. Yet for some, the practical execution of friendship is little more than the trust that someone will not harm them.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:18 PM|