[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Thursday, December 31, 2009

[[OUTINGS~]]

haha woah is really amazing how I spent my time these few weeks...the last few weeks of 2009...
Let's recall what I've done...

26/12/09 (Sat)

It suppose to be 'boxing day' today (opening your christmas present). haha but since I don't have any, I'll just plan for the upcoming events~

...tired...

27/12/09 (Sun)

... IKEA trip again(whole day gone!)...spent about 200+ this time round! haha Dad paid for it...lols... I didn't buy anything (again!) not even my bedside table...It just doesn't seem to fit...I think I'll just take my time to look for one...( not in a rush I suppose...)

28/12/09 (Mon)

SNCO Alumni BBQ today~ Not a lot of people turn up... Well, thanks for all those people who helped out...Xue Shi, Shirlene, Mun Foong and her cousin... and those who came~ =)

...reached home quite late again today...super tired... In any case, XUE SHI! YOU OWE ME ONE!!! :@

29/12/09 (Tue)

Hoho...I met up with Glog and You Shuang at 10.45 to go Northpoint together~ We were suppose to choose a birthday present for Zhi Yi but we simply don't know what to buy! haha we came up with crazy ideas~ Some people may get to see it on FB haha >.< We met Zhi Yi in MRT at 12.30~ ...went to Marina Sq. for buffet lunch at Yuki Yaki. The food there is not really nice actually...In any case, we had lots of fun! haha I'm sure you can infer all of that from the photos uploaded on FB. hahaha!

Sadly, I had to leave half way...can't go shopping with you guys... ...I rushed back to Khatib and brought Angie to my house to visit Mum and Dad. There were so many things that we wanted to do! She wants to take photos of every corner of the house...she wants to listen to me play YQ...she was looking through various photo albums etc... We didn't have time... We need to meet up with Qiu Hua and the rest to go Night Safari...plus we have not had our dinner yet... :/ Mum treat her to Curry Fish Head~ haha the only dish that she have not try yet? I kept rushing her...lol Wei Jie was tired of waiting and said he didn't want to go anymore... The rest of us (An Na, Qiu Hua, Gor, Angie, me) went to Night Safari together! haha It was my first time there~ We took the last bus home in the end...haha it was hilarious la! lols -waiting bus incident- hahaha *throw shoe*

30/12/09 (Wed)

I'm sorry to Gloria and Zhi Yi! >.< ...suppose to go cycling with you guys this morning but I couldn't make it cause I was too tired and I can't seem to fix the bike...对不起！Glog overslept too...haha so poor Zhi Yi (who always wake up at noon) woke up super early for nothing... In the end, Glog kind of just did a little bit of cycling with her...haha as a form of apology... As for me, I joined them for breakfast at 10a.m haha We had roti pratas~ I went home after that to pack my bag etc and meet them up again at Glog's house. They dragged You Shuang out of her house too! haha

After watching movie for about 1 hour I hurried to the MRT to meet Ji Inn! =) Apparently she was late eh~ She kept complaining that I didn't tell her I wore heels~ haha She seemed so much shorter as compared to me! haha In any case, we took the train to Woodlands as we were planning to watch Sherlock Holmes! :D haha the movie is super nice! and there should be a second season! since they kind of leave the story dangling there! Nowadays the directors love to do that eh? so that more people will watch it~ lol Well, we missed the first 5 mins of the movie ( I think) cause we were still queuing up for popcorn! There was such a long queue!!! In the end, we had out popcorns and drink delivered! haha We visited the CDs stores that looking for a particular disc...but apparently it has been sold out or gone out of stock... Hopefully I can still find it tomorrow eh? =) haha

Then, Ji Inn invited me to her house! haha 7.15pm. I met up with Gor, Qiu Hua and Angeline (angie)~ We had dinner at Peony Jade Restaurant at Clark Quay. Mum and Dad didn'y go...again... Nonetheless, all of us enjoyed ourselves~ =)) It has been a long time since we gathered together~ We should have this more often...but what are the chances...sigh... Well, we took lots and lots of photos~ haha Angie we upload it all on FB~ :D Hope to see all the pictures soon~ hee~ Oh we wanted to go Kbox since it'll be the last time angie is free to experience the night life of Singapore....She's going to Malaysia tomorrow for count down...and back on 1/1/2010! She's leaving for Canada on the night itself too.... We haven't had a chance to bring her around to see the night scenery etc. However due to various reasons, we can't go... An Li brought her around and went clubbing instead...I guess...haha...She said she missed beer~ lol!

Xiao jiu jiu brought Gor and I home after the dinner. Gor said that I should take good care of myself instead of staying out late at night for K. True...but I won't get to see her any time sooner...so many things that we've not done together...haix...another 11 years...??

Tomorrow

haha! Hope that the plans for tomorrow will run smoothly~ I planned it with Zhi Yi! haha ...kind of just settle it... :p We're counting together P.S.G.Z! (haha this's a super lame thing...) Oh and hope the 'secret plan' works! haha Btw I'm referring to 2 diff things here~ haha :P

I guess that's all about it...haha ...It seems like a daily rountine now...every morning I will wake up and leave the house after breakfast and laundry...and back home again 9 plus or later... The trend is, the timing gets later and later each day...same goes for the time I wake up...lol! Anw I started typing from the latest date...tried my best to shorten it...haha can't remember the rest for now...

lols~ I'm suppose to sleep early and yet the time now is...3am...

Still, nights everyone~

...a day more~

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:17 AM|

Sunday, December 27, 2009

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A promise made. Will I be able to keep it going...?

"When will this ever end?"

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:16 PM|

Saturday, December 26, 2009

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Hope that there will not be anymore lawsuits in Kpop groups...quite sad to hear that they have to sue their companies due to certain reasons. What's more the members will be affected by the issues...everyone seem so depressed and frustrated... Hope that they'll all still be together!

加油! Super Fighing!!!~

"...seems impossible to evade it...However, I wish to believe in it once more..."

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:48 PM|

Thursday, December 24, 2009

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Merry Christmas to everyone! =) May Santa grants everyone wishes!~ :)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:40 PM|

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-Out to town recently, from morning till night (at least for a week) to bring Angeline around- =)

"...overwhelmed with sadness...overwhelmed with anger..."

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:49 AM|

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

[[Never Forever...]]

"I don't know what went wrong but I'll stop if you say so. Even though it's going to be difficult, I will..."

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:16 AM|

Sunday, December 20, 2009

[[MRT ride~]]

haha yesterday went to watch Mag perform at her church at City Hall! haha super nice! all the actors were great! they are all talented in singing too! haha

Had great fun~ =)

Anw I did something silly/dumb? yesterday haha it was Xue Shi's idea. Nonetheless I tried it out since I had lots of time to spare after the grocery shopping~ lol

We bought the MRT in Khatib then alight at Bishan to take the circle line. It was my first time trying it out yesterday~ haha I wanted to see how it's like. Xue Shi alighted at Boon Keng while I continued my journey to Dhoby Ghaut. So I am back in the red line! haha Then I transitted at City Hall ato go Bugis which is my destination for the day! :D lol haha well, I guess I was kind of crazy yesterday to try it out~ :p It took me an hour to reach Bugis. Nevertheless, I reached there punctually whereas the rest were all late! haha I guess I won't try it anymore! :D

'~Sweet bitter~"

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:53 PM|

Monday, December 14, 2009

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It was a good day till 11.05pm...

"...when will they understand?...the meaning behind the word 'family'..."

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:07 PM|

[[Schedule]]

8/12/2009 (Tue)

-Work-

10/12/2009 (Thur)

-Out With Gloria/Library-

11/12/2009 (Fri)

-Work-

12/12/2009 (Sat)

-Work-

13/12-17/12 (Sun-Thur)

-Moving/Tidying/Shifting-

18/12 (Fri)

-REST =) -

P.S taking a break now at Man Ping's house~

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|3:04 PM|

Monday, December 7, 2009

[[Civil War. When will it end...?]]

I remember you, talking to me when you're down. Subsequently, when the same thing happens you'll sms me too. ('subsequently', is that a right word to use? ... :/ ) feel like doing the same...but can't right...?

...really upset now...can't call anyone...is a bother to sms too...bro not at home... Anything I do just doesn't seem right...have to work tomorrow but don't feel like going...(still, I'll go...)

The world is not going to collapse but I might just collapse any time sooner... That's what I do every morning...pretend to sleep for as long as I can...it doesn't matter if you think negatively of me or more nagging from Mum due to your complaints...I just hate to wake up every morning nowadays and when the night time comes...have to tolerate all the nuisances and stay as polite as I can...even though sometimes I really just brush off...

A week more to go...everyone says it is going to be ok...just a week more to go...that's what I thought too...but the last week of the renovation is the crucial part isn't it? ...shifting of furnitures in from the warehouse after the clearing up plus the fixing of cabinets...wirings...lightings...colours...the timings and dates etc... I'm sick and tired of all the details...sigh... Is my holiday, isn't it...? I've my own things to do too...my own plans... (we expected this from the start, right?)

...OrangeCube...

...ssssssssiiiiiiiiggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh.......

"...is hard to breathe in a world that doesn't suit you..."

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:13 PM|

Friday, December 4, 2009

[[5566 Review]]

Nothing to do today... Grandpa went out~ =)
Old songs that I used to listen....haha I still think that they're nice.

By 5566

存在

你说着我听着
像海浪打着沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色

我听着你说着
像刀子划的隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则所以心痛了死了回不去了

但是我存在着我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得

你说着我听着
像海浪打着沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色

我听着你说着
像刀子划的隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则所以心痛了死了回不去了

但是我存在着我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得

我真的存在着我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得

我难过

那一年默默无言只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排
我难过的是放弃你放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们真心相爱
也忘了告诉你失去的不能重来

“不要轻易放弃，否则对不起自己。”

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:44 PM|

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

[[随笔]]

无形的压力。这是精神折磨。

寄人篱下，本就要看人脸色。但真让人难以忍受。尽量在忍耐、体谅，可终究会有极限。

为什么哭？因为心痛。有很多话想说，却说不出来。有时候他们都说：“我懂。我了解。”但到底懂多少，了解多少？我甚至有时候自己都不了解自己，你又怎么懂我？开始觉得自己像个傻瓜。明明想哭，却在欢笑。明明在生气，却假装难过。明明没事，却在找自己麻烦。

但不能否认，因为最近的遭遇，我看见了现实。与此同时，我讨厌它。现实是那么的惹人厌恶、惹人烦。

近况如下：

三餐勉强塞进去；出门出得心内疚；回家回得不安心。

“人心真难揣测；人心真难捉摸；人心会有变数。”

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:11 PM|