[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Sunday, January 31, 2010

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...really disappointed...just apologise properly will do...ahh...why keep causing problems...the situation is already bad...sigh...boy bands that I like always seem to split up in the end... :/ Will this be true again...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:13 PM|

Friday, January 29, 2010

[[loneliness...]]

I've always think of St Nicks as my second home. In fact, I spend most of time there than my real home... Walking round the track talking to friends, prac in music room...(half of my time is there...), D-Room, classroom for prac, canteen, 4W, outside staff room, family lounge, AVA, Drama Studio...the list goes on...

However, I've never had the feeling of missing home so much...so much so that I'm yearning to see the 'family members' there right away... Never...ever... I really feel like crying out loud today... I really miss everyone, the place, everything... the familiarity...the comfortableness...the easiness... I prepared myself...with open heart and positive attitude, I went to school today...to find horror awaiting me...

I really pray...please...please...please...

"I miss SN's SCREAM...I can't do it without you guys..."

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:13 AM|

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

[[Useful links:]]

1) How to manage your study time
http://www.how-to-study.com/study-skills/en/studying/34/managing-your-study-time/

2) How to set goals
http://www.how-to-study.com/study-skills/en/studying/37/setting-goals/

3) Dealing with procrastination
http://www.how-to-study.com/study-skills/en/studying/36/procrastination/

4) The DETER strategy for taking tests
http://www.how-to-study.com/study-skills/en/taking-tests/46/the-deter-strategy-for-taking-tests/

I suppose most of you have already done this...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:24 PM|

[[A promise with Ji Inn~]]

...

sockyie 里程碑 says:

can i have a request?

second star to the right; says:

what?

sockyie 里程碑 says:

if i fail my appeals and end up in yj

second star to the right; says:

uhhuh

sockyie 里程碑 says:

you still must talk to me like now ok~

like do cranes etc =)

second star to the right; says:

of course i will!

you think what!! OO:

sockyie 里程碑 says:

make sure i dont stray from the path

even though is the path i chose out of so many comments of seniors and other people

i chose to believe that the choice i make is what i want

second star to the right; says:

sockyie 里程碑 says:

thus putting the lowest point jc as my third choice

instead of choosing from the rest of the remainders

second star to the right; says:

yes

sockyie 里程碑 says:

haha all the 1 word reply

i will end up going to PR park again la!~

second star to the right; says:

HAHA

aww bring me there (:

sockyie 里程碑 says:

lols

second star to the right; says:

why did u choose YJ anyway?

sockyie 里程碑 says:

you will be too busy by then~

second star to the right; says:

instead of the rest?

i will try to make time for you

sockyie 里程碑 says:

cause i heard the notes are good

second star to the right; says:

ohh

sockyie 里程碑 says:

my bro's friend is there

second star to the right; says:

n then u must work super hard to get into uni okay

sockyie 里程碑 says:

and she score all As

second star to the right; says:

promise me that

sockyie 里程碑 says:

yup i will haha thanks eh~!

for making time for me.

second star to the right; says:

hahaa no problem (:

sockyie 里程碑 says:

(the song and the mood synchro is well now) haha!

second star to the right; says:

aww hahaha

jiayou and you will make it my dear (love sign)

I, Wong Sock Yie, shall fulfill the promise made with Ji Inn on January 27 2010 10:25 PM, to conquer all difficulties and do my best in next year's A level.

加油！

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:23 PM|

[[...只能一直跟你们说谢谢与抱歉...]]

谢谢你们一直在身后支持着这个女孩。因为有你们的鼓励，她才能忍住眼泪，坚强地往前走。虽然有很多人不能理解她的决定，但只要有你们的支持，就足够了。

这女孩暂时还无法恢复她的笑容，她的自信心也似乎跌入谷底。

她需要时间。一年或两年，无人晓得。

但愿这段时间里，她能摸索到她要走的路，重拾信心。

bao qian wei da jia tian ma fan le. zhong shi ba shi qing nong qiao fan zuo

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:57 PM|

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

[[女生与女人]]

去年16岁，今年17岁。
虽然生日还没到，但我似乎已感觉到17岁的不同。

再多一年就是18。
“你虎年都还没过！你就想着隔一年的老鼠！”很多人一定会这么说。可是，人不是总该计划好未来吗？

以前还不觉得，近来才发现原来17岁是个尴尬期。16与17之间虽只差了一岁，但对我来说是生命里的两个不同阶段。女生到女人。

最近的种种事故，都让我感受到这一点。从小，我就习惯把女生和女人分化开来，一直把自己放在属于女生的框框里。每当有人说“你们女人...”时，我就会回他：“我是女生。”

“女人”这个字眼让我感到不舒服，不自在。它会让人喘不过气，压力繁重。总觉得一旦接受了这个称呼，责任就重大。一旦做错事，就没有被原谅的空间。

“女人”，似乎不能装可爱，不能撒娇。她得要摆出一副很稳重，成熟的样子。她必须是个细心，懂事的人，不能莽撞，草率的做事。等等。

总之，要做一个女人不容易，要做一个成功的女生，我就有把握。

简单来说，我不想长大。可以吗？

“明天将会是个新的里程碑。”

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:19 PM|

Monday, January 25, 2010

[[K.R.Y + SUJU~ :p]]

I just can't stop laughing at this:

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:00 PM|

[[Suju Songs Again!]]

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:13 PM|

[[Blessings...]]

School is reopening soon...just that we don't know which school we are going yet...

The 2 weeks break after release of Os seem rather short to me... I suddenly ~~realise~~ that there're tons of things to do...

A new jc life marks the beginning of a new journey. A place that no one knows me and I don't know them either... I've to be mentally strong...

Messages...

"Yayy thanks so much! Sorry I think my room got reception prob, I received it only a min before I replied :/ thanks sock! You made my day! Really :D:D Yayy jiayou and jiayou even more! Okay im a bit mad but, Wheee I cant wait for the concert! Hahah:) and i shall reply wq tmr and keep you updated!:p Haiya dont want to think too much too, cause he might be unusual during this exam period too! Haha:p" -16/09/2009- 02:17

"Haha okay!:D yay:)sighs. You have tried so hard to cast it off your mind for the past few months, let it not all fall apart during this last lap yeah? Try to throw it to the back of your mind kays. You can do it! Jiayou and im here for you too! Lets jiayou tgt and whee. I still cant wait for the concert rofls!" -16/09/2009- 02:31

"HAHA dont worry i wont be shocked! I will definitely feel honoured<3!>.<) "Good Luck! You can do it! :D" -25/10/2009- 21:07

[lost of messages due to BLOGSPOT! T.T !!!]

...and many more...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:37 AM|

Saturday, January 23, 2010

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一直播放着让我反复感动的音乐...照片和影片也在荧幕上放映着...
我总爱回忆起往事...因为这时的我，心中就会充满喜怒哀乐...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|6:11 PM|

Friday, January 22, 2010

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...the computer is going to be down soon...the graphic card is probably burnt... :/

2 days ago, I went out with Ji Inn~ haha well bye cranes~! =) I'll inform you once they really have been sent away~

...went back to school yesterday... I really miss everyone and everything there! Hope to see you guys soon~ =)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:54 AM|

Monday, January 18, 2010

[[Belief]]

不管结果如何，我以尽了全力。虽然因为紧张而大失水准，但我相信我不会后悔。这是我第一次为了自己那么努力。即使没有通过，我也会从容面对。

谢谢老师。谢谢学姐。谢谢朋友。

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:27 PM|

Sunday, January 17, 2010

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...is tomorrow...
...put in your utmost effort and dont regret...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:32 AM|

Thursday, January 14, 2010

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[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|6:10 PM|

[[Peaceful...]]

Credits to yiing huey~ =)

Thanks~ Hwaiting~!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:02 AM|

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

[[善后...]]

我把我未来的两年赌注在我的琴声上...它或许也主宰着我的将来...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:50 PM|

[[<3 the series~]]

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|2:11 AM|

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

[[一路走来。。。]]

大家都曾觉得疲惫，辛苦，难熬...但是他们走的路更辛苦，更加煎熬...他们从没后悔过...因为有了大家的陪伴，他们不再孤军作战，反而勇往直前，再接再厉...
有付出，就有结果。加油！~

...不要忘了最初的感觉~...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:56 PM|

[[Nice song...]]

It calms people down...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:38 PM|

[[]]

To all of you:

Many thanks. Thanks for the encouragement. Thanks for the standing by my side. Thanks for the care and concern. Sorry that I didn't reply some of the sms-es... Just thanks and sorry for the disappointment.
Thank you seniors, juniors, friends and sorry family...

I will never forget what promise I make this time round. 发誓。

“一直被乌笼罩着的我，看不清，听不清也感受不到”

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:02 AM|

Monday, January 11, 2010

[[O's results...]]

...just pray that I can get in there...that's all I want now...

"..change for the better is good...but if I ever stray from the path, please help to bring me back, my friend..."

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:55 PM|

Sunday, January 10, 2010

[[等待着明天。。。]]

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:19 PM|

[[Blogskins]]

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[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:59 AM|

Thursday, January 7, 2010

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~Like the MV! =)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:14 AM|

Monday, January 4, 2010

[[Suju Songs]]

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:21 PM|

Sunday, January 3, 2010

[[Recall...]]

...5 years have passed since 外婆 died...is a day to commemorate her...everyone was present today...except from the usual absentees...even 大舅 came... As usual...I am the representative for my family... Just hope that grandma will keep smiling where ever she is...really miss her a lot...especially the food she cooks...家传菜...I didnt manage to learn them.... Anw we visited 太公 grave after that.... It's the first time I went to pay my respect to him... the first time visiting a cemetry...seeing a dead buried under the soil...

...An Na, Qiu Hua and I went out together to shop, as promise. haha The first time I ever experience shopping...not window shopping... It was a nice reunion. haha on the average, I spent the most on each item...but An Na spent the most on the whole eh! haha birthday gifts etc... Hope we can have outings like this more often. It need not be shopping just more time spend together will do. haha

Thanks for the wonderful day today~

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:48 PM|

Saturday, January 2, 2010

[[Farewell...]]

...just came back from the airport...send Angie off at Terminal 3. The time we spend together wasn't long but I'll definitely miss you... Your visit has bring back lots of childhood memories~

Hope to see you soon! =) farewell for now~

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:51 AM|

Friday, January 1, 2010

[[Reflection]]

I suppose to do a reflection of before I went to sleep yesterday...but I went for count down yesterday...so came home rather late...In any case, on the last 1 hour yesterday I did a good deed haha Even though I didn't carry it out well, I still tried my best eh? sorry granny >.< Oh and haha I change my perspective of someone. haha =)

Someone send me this message yesterday, saying that I will never get a chance to write a date with double '0' in my lifetime anymore. '2009' will be the last time. Well, through calculation I find out that I'll need to be 106 years old? to be able to write double '0' again...2100. haha I wonder if I'll still be alive...

2009 has been a hectic year. A year that allows me to experience lots of things that many may not have a chance to but at the same time I miss out on lots of things... It's a year that I have lots of regrets...a year that I've lots of happiness and sadness...It's definitely a year that I meet many new friends...and a year that put me through many challenges... Many interesting events happened in this special 2009, a year that I graduated from St Nicks, a place full of wonderful memories and touhing moments.

I'm sure that I won't forget everything that happened in this particular year... Thanks for everything~ =)

Happy New Year to everyone! Hope that it'll be a rather smooth year ahead and I wish that I'll be able to kick off my bad habits! :p

Jia You!!!

"A new year, a new beginning. "

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:49 PM|