[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Friday, August 27, 2010

[[毫无预警]]

不知何时，这种感觉以陈天陪伴在我身边。总在我一人时，悄悄地占据了我的心，捣乱我的思绪。

应该是两年前吧。在一次偶然的相遇中，它便缠上了我。我怎么也摆脱不了它。伴随着我的这两年里，它没有一刻地歇息，随时随地的操控着我，玩弄着。

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:31 PM|

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

[[Liar...]]

AHHH~ I really feel like banging the wall now...came home and slept for 3 hours straight!!! ahh~!! My homework~!!! :( I wasted so much time lately!!!! just to sleep! and walking around in the house etc...AHHHH!!! And stupid EoM + PW~!!! ahhh!!! It's so frustrating!!! and annoying and irritating!!!! everything just lumps together....sigh....

I was supposedly going to study in the library after school with ZY...but yea MM asked her if she wants to study together...so I told her to go...but in actual fact...I was lying... Even though she was feeling really bad but I can tell that she really wanted to go...so yea I just told her that there isnt a need to accompany me.... However, what I was thinking inside was...haix...nvm...this is so dumb...I guess this is what happens when friendship is up against someone you like...? ahhh I dont know...I felt kind of upset though when she made the choice or more like when I made the choice...never felt so much like a fool before...

WONG SOCK YIE! Be INDEPENDENT!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|6:04 PM|

Monday, August 23, 2010

[[Saviour.]]

Sometimes, I really feel glad that I have met you all~ haha much special thanks to Zhiying~! sometimes...~ haha I don't know if you know how thankful I am towards you. When you told me that time like you don't know what you did that make me laugh out loud or laugh so hard, I didn't know how to tell you that time or even face to face ( I will feel shy~ hahaha!) but it's just being there and talking to me, unknowingly help me to forget my troubles. It's your cheerfulness that brightens up my day~ haha~ I am not a very cheerful kind of person but I thought if I smile for my friends, it will be better right? and hopefully it brightens up your day too like how you did for mine~ =) Thanks friend!

haha~ I am someone who is quite easily satisfied as long as the people I love/like are around me. That's all I have been hoping for these entire time. However, I am always fearful that this little happiness of mine won't be long lasting...and it might just all end soon...kind of pessimistic right? Still, it's just this phobia? fear?

Every now and then, I will repeatedly remind myself of what Ms Chua said... (It will become a burden if you guys were to know about it...so yea...) Furthermore, I have a habit of 'fading out" if you realise.... haha that's because I am hesitant whether or not I should speak my mind. All this little bits of actions, I wonder if any of you all notice?

You know, I see a trend in the friends that I have. Their personality etc. They can be totally different but there's this 1 similar point. Oh and, the replies/ reactions I received... that's when I started looking into myself again...cause it seems like the problem lies in me...

Well, I guess at the end of the day, I'm afraid I am being too conveniently available...

haha gtg do work~ :/ nights~! :p

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:08 PM|

Saturday, August 21, 2010

[[Admit.]]

Something BIG happen on Tue... something really big...It never ever once crossed my mind that it will happen to me. Maybe not to you at least. I have always treat you as a friend. It will probably remain as that status. I may sound harsh,however, I will feel more comfortable if we remain as that...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:47 PM|

Monday, August 16, 2010

[[Useful GP Link:]]

http://www.globalissues.org/print/article/45#src-1

Time management/Stress management/Information skills/Career Skills etc:
http://www.mindtools.com/

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:00 PM|

Sunday, August 15, 2010

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Weekend is coming to an end in just a few hours time...oh no~ I totally didn't do anything this weekend...ahhh~

Anw, saw some photos on newsfeed today~ haha I didn't know that she can be like this. haha I mean so loving with her bf~ hoho so sweet~! :D hahaha

Well, I just hope that I can concentrate on my studies now. My responsibilities as a student,a daughter, a SL and a friend. I just hope to do this basic things well now and I guess I will be satisfy. =)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:56 PM|

[[Misery...]]

Just read Pei Shi's blog...
It's really heartbreaking to see her like this...I can tell that she puts in a lot of effort in the relationship...it's really heart wrenching to see her underperforming due to this and I can't really comfort her even if I want to...she is putting up a strong front, smiling at us as usual, as best as she could...can't bear to tell her, " Jia You". I can't even give her a pat on her shoulders...I lack the courage...unlike last time....or probably I didnt even have it in the first place...I was still as coward as I was the year before...or even worse...

i wonder if Wei Sze and Wei Yin supported her...probably will right? But...I should play my on part too right? Regardless on whether they did or not? I should do whatever it feels right to be.

...Right?

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:00 AM|

Monday, August 9, 2010

[[下一站，幸福。]]

我终于知道我为什么这么喜欢看偶像剧，因为它每次都能拨动我的情绪，让我感受到幸福，甜蜜及感动...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|2:22 PM|