[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Sunday, January 30, 2011

[[Phone Bill]]

26/02/08: 871 msgs
26/03/08: 875 msgs
26/04/08: 553 msgs
26/05/08: 746 msgs
26/06/08: 633 msgs
26/07/08: 897 msgs
26/08/08: unknown msgs
26/09/08: 912 msgs

26/03/09: 1472 msgs
26/04/09: 3521 msgs
26/05/09: 3539 msgs
26/06/09: unknown msgs
26/07/09: unknown msgs
26/08/09: unknown msgs

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|2:10 PM|

Saturday, January 29, 2011

[[Myosotis]]

Just 3 simple words, "Forget about it." I can actuallly mean a lot.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|3:40 PM|

[[Teary smile]]

I teared on Thur, smiled on Fri and hopefully laughed tomorrow. haha

It is AJC Open House today. (I mean yesterday) haha

The most important thing was the Tomato Potato song. Hopefully I still can remember how to sing it when I look at the this post again years later. It was created by my crazy junior Jetaime and my partner Miao Ying. Well, it kind of bond our section together, so I have no complaints.
I just I have this love-hate relationship with her- the things that she does can be really annoying at times and the friends she mixs has the same personality too... sigh... like Clarence said, 3 more months to go. So does it mean that 3 months later, we are going to be hi-bye friends? 6 months later, pretend-to-be strangers? 1 year later, forget each other.
I really wonder how it will turn out...

Lately, I start to ponder again...I've been thinking, it's really hard to classify relationship with people. It gets really complicated at times with a mixture of simplicity. You can be totally clueless at the end of the day what's your actual relation with the person. Classmate? Friend? Good friend? Brothers? Or even able to proceed further.

One thing I know is that emotions are uncontrollable. The more you hold back your real emotions, the greater the impact when you finally let it through. Grieve, happiness, sadness, vengence, frustration. So dont ever let yourself regret in your later life that you fail to figure out what's your relationship with the person and miss the moment to tell the person how you feel and be there for that person just because you have doubts about your relationship with her. Just express your thoughts to right away. You will rather be embarressed than to miss the chance to express it. The pain afterwards will be greater.

Ok, whatever I said now doesnt seem to make sense. All along, I am a 'confuse writer' as quoted from ms leung. I have never been so confuse, I know. Ever since I step into the 16th year of my life, I have been living in confusion and because I was and still am afraid of the outcome of any unsure situation, I refuse to take the first step. That's why, I'm still like this. I know the worst has probably yet to come. I will be prepare for it somehow...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:53 AM|

Saturday, January 22, 2011

[[Overdrive.]]

January will be coming to an end before we know... There are still many work left undone... Currently, I have about 3-5 upcoming performances... It's quite insane as I haven even my scores for certain songs yet... I still have to prepare a duet without scores...I think they overestimated me...

Now that I think of it, I can understand why my senior stop posting on her blog ever since she went JC. It's indeed hectic life here... It's tiring and only fun to an extent. For the first time in my life, I felt negligible just like certain quantities. I experience a lot of first in JC. It seems like all of it are bad... In short, most of them just simply proves my non-existent.

What can I do to make myself feel better, comfortable and work towards how I want myself to be.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|4:19 PM|

Saturday, January 15, 2011

[[First week!]]

First week of school is finally over! I have lots of things to catch up on, be it school work or CCA. More workload and responsibilities this year, which means more stress. This week ended rather quickly...after all the talks by principal and each subject tutors, I know that it's going to be a hectic year in 2011 and before we know it, we will be taking out A level. The subject that worries me the most is GP. :(( What if... I really must buck up on it eh?

Anw, PE this week is terrible! For the first morning PE session, we had 2 rounds of warm up, then 6 rounds, 5 i-pull, 20 push ups, 20 sit-ups, 20 dips. Torturous! I thought my bone would break! Worst still, I had another PE on the following day... Ms Tay almost killed me with the circuit exercise. Everyone can barely sit down the next day. haha! Well, what can you expect from AJ's PE. =) I should be prepared for it.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:50 AM|

Sunday, January 9, 2011

[[A New Beginning]]

School is reopening tomorrow... I got to hurry. Pray for the best... Open house is on Wed. I hope I can do well too...sigh...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:08 AM|

Thursday, January 6, 2011

[[Awesome!]]

Life has been pretty fun for me this week. Obviously. haha I kept going out and spending a lot of money on food!!! :/

Tue met up with Glog, Shuang and Zhiyi! =) haha We had lots of fun talking, camwhoring. Can take more next time though. lol We should really meet up more punctually next time. Really.

Wed had CO prac for the whole day...I was so tired by 5.30pm...reach home at about 6 plus...I had to sightread the songs today....changing from one major to another...I turn mad eventually. haha Play until half way I got confuse with my G major and D major. lol. I guess is probably cause I am too tired...so sorry... >.<

Today was CO Dialogue session with the set piece composer. It was rather interesting, tiring and funny in a way. We travelled all the way to CCAB for it. Saw Liu lao shi there too. Wei lao shi too and songsim. haha I didnt know he is the student conductor of VJCO now. Wonder how he feels when he see wei lao shi...Hmm...Anw liu lao shi said I look more radiant now. Talking him brings back memories in SNCO. I will definitely go back and visit him soon (after I finish my work in JC and stuff...haha) I really was drained after the talk. Stomach growling... The exco had a hard time deciding where to eat. lol In the end.... my wallet had an additional hole again.... :/ Oh and Jia Le and I wanted to go to Esplanade library to study....well...it turned out that we were tired after everything....The time was rather late too after we left Breeks. I carried the bag of books/notes for nothing!!! Clarence said they were like 'stones' and 'gold'. All in all, it was fun though. haha All the stupid and hilarious stuff that Clarence did and Marilyn's unique giggles. haha Uber funnny!

Tomorrow: CO the whole day... hais...

Conclusion: I wont be able to finish my homework in time!!! ahh! Everyday leave house early in the morning...reach home at dinner time... :/ what a hectic fun life but worries for work. lol

Please complete your work in time! this year is going to be a very very important year for you. You know it.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:38 PM|

Sunday, January 2, 2011

[[Happy 2011!]]

First post of the year! =) haha

This year is going to be a very important year for me~ Hope that everything will go smoothly. I will be more determine to work hard and strive for the best.
All the best for this year SYF & As!

Jia You!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:06 PM|