[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Sunday, January 29, 2012

[[华人农历初七！]]

也就是我们所谓的人日，大家的生日。

当我正在记录着今天的每一桩事时，时间已是凌晨1.33 A.M...

下午3点约了伟杰到乌节路逛一逛。这逛一逛可不得了！我们连续进了好几家 Armani Exchange。里边的衣服少说也要五六十块！表哥看中的，便挑了买单。我们还去了 Paragon，ION Orchard　等里边的名牌服饰店。

今天如此奢侈豪华的名牌店之旅都拜我表哥所赐。说什么２０年才买一次像样的衣服，所以干脆把这２０年所该花费在衣服的钱消费掉！要买，就买最好的！
看是豪气，不过他还是有规定该花多少。

他还带去品尝 Cold Stone Creamery 的雪糕！我点了 Strawberry Banana Rendezvou Gotta to have (特大杯) Plan Waffle!　好吃极了！虽然皮包也吃到破了一个洞，但想说一年就那么一次，就放纵自己吧！

过后，我们到了小阿姨的家拜年。晚餐是火锅。我勉强地把食物塞了进去，还喝了几口汤。不过没过多久我就来个火锅 Round 2! 看来我这新年，真是‘满载而归’啊！

虽然因为一些事端，搞得没和表姐妹有机会聊天叙旧，但总的来说不往年的新年聚餐好得多。希望我们明年我更好！：）

在这新的一年，我有好多目标向达成，好多事想去实行。但我不鲁莽或冲动。我想一步一脚印，踏踏实实地去实践它们。但愿我能有那个拼劲和毅力，如愿以偿！最后也免不了，希望大家开开心心，健健康康的度过这一年！

晚安！

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:30 AM|

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

[[Bad Day~]]

First time experiencing this...sigh... I got screamed at by my colleague today...She totally lost her usual composure and threw her frustrations and anger on me...

I guess thats what you would expect from her company and not her school eh?
No more kindly or understanding teachers around you...no more to be reasons to be forgiven... Thats a workplace...so you will be treated as per how the workers are being treated. Who cares if you are a part-timer!

Sigh...

I shall pray for the better tomorrow~

P.S. I went back to AJCO today!~ :)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:30 PM|

Saturday, January 7, 2012

[[End of first week of 2012]]

Saturday tomorrow! Not a slightest bit of luxury to relax. Tomorrow will probably be another tiring day~ Meeting Khatib gang in the morning for breakfast and quick payment at 7-11 for our taiwan trip! Then going IKEA with bro and his gf. First outing...I wonder how it will go...will it be awkward? I will fine out tomorrow!

Frankly speaking...I knew that this is going to happen but I wonder why is it always me being the one to 让. I have gotten fed up quite a few times lately...I have been trying to control my temper...but really hard... I won't give up...I will keep trying so can everyone please be understanding? Why can everyone let lose their temper while I must be the one keeping it in? Sometimes I wonder about that...

[On a side-note...from the prev post, you can tell that it has been a long while since I last posted...so apparently I was spamming~ hahaha once again thank you to all those people. :)]

Anw, my room is still in a mess and I was somehow being pushed to settle most of the taiwan stuff....can't help to complain! I am busy working while the rest are enjoying their life, so why must/do I need to plan???? FED UP! AND FOREVER I WILL BE THE ONE TO MAKE PAYMENT FIRST! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!

shflhefoiehfilewnkdnlkvdinfeof. Is not that I totally mind but can you guys dont take it for granted!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:15 AM|

Friday, January 6, 2012

[[Special Dedication to : Rebecca~ :)]]

To dear beloved senior~ (haha!) (the senior who dote me the most! till Teng Ping complained that I received too much 'love' from her and that she's biased! hahaha! awww... From the bottom of my heart, I really thank you for being there for me. From Sec 1 all the way till now you haven give up on me a single bit. No matter how many wrong choices or undesirable consequences chance upon me due to my wrong decision-making, you are always there to tell me not to give up and keep going! Those time that you spend encouraging me and accompanying is definitely not the time you would/can spare for others. I know that you are busy too and I really think you are one amazing senior! haha More like a 姐姐 to me! I always wanted one and I am glad I met one. Thats why going to SNGs was never a wrong choice despite my poor results ultimately. It was because of my lack of time-management. Though I have met the worst people I can ever meet in my life there (thats what I presume then...), the 4 years there make me experience things I have never in my life. I could have 'utilise' it further but sadly due to my results, I can't. Anyway, it was an real eye-opener for me. In any case, I really appreciate all your time and effort that you spend on doting this 妹妹 of yours! :)
I bet I never said this before, 永远爱你哦! :)

Rebecca:

Hey 超级大猪!! Thanks for the birthday wish. All the best for A levels k? Don't worry! I believe you'll do well. :) - 27 Jul 2011, 9.43 a.m

Same date as me. But I start much later. HAHAHA.
But don't get stressed out. Drink water. Keep yourself hydrated. Eat well. Especially fruits and vegetables. Cut down on oily food.
And most importantly, stay cheerful!!!! - 30 Oct 2011, 5.11p.m

Tml right?
Good luck!! Hang in there. Dont be scared! I know and you know that youre prepared so just go in AND OWN THE PAPER!!! if you feel yourself freaking out, take deeeeeeeeeeep breaths in and out then resume. Oh and remember to bring jacket! They love a 16 deg classromm/hall for some reason. -.-
AND IF YOURE STILL AWAKE. GO TO SLP. SHOO. jia you!!! :D - 7 Nov 2011, 11.46 p.m

haha. I had that feeling also. The main weapon to sucess is confidence! So go in, and just tell yourself you're prepared! And YOU WILL BE FINE :D - 7 Nov 2011, 11.53 p.m

Small ghost. U better don't fall sick. Don't worry too much and remember to take plenty of breaks. If not you're bound to get burn out from all the pressure and adult matters even before school starts or you hit 20. Not fun to feel like there's nothing interesting in this world. And definitely don't you dare fall into depression. Remember if you ever need someone to talk to, just call me k? Hang in there! -hugs- -16 Dec 2011, 10.36 p.m

...there are many many more meaningful messages~ haha too bad I deleted them...some are still stored in my phone but too much to typed...haha

All I can say is, I am thankful to have met her. :) There's not a single outsider that cares about me as much as she does I would say. I guess everyone is on a diff level and scale~ [don't mis-interpret this, I dont mean in a bad way~]

Hope for the best for you too! My lovely, stern, strict, joker, fun-loving senior~ :p

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:46 PM|

[[A Level Wishes~]]

A list of A level messages I received. Usually longer and more meaningful ones...many thanks to all the teachers and friends who really accompanied me and encouraged me during this period of time. It wasn't easy, not because of just the exams but due to what happened to my family...whenever I think about it now...it seems like my mind/brain will reject all those memories... I have vague memories of what happened then even though it's just a few months till a month ago but I feel that it's just me not wanting to remember cause it was the worst expeiences I have had until now... I won't it's over but it will forever be carved deep in my heart and memories...the pain and sorrows I have been through...it will forever be lingering there...that's undeniable...

Here goes~

Ms Less (CO):
Ok, gd to have a schedule to plan which topic n subj. If you dun understand do approach tutors for help. Sit down n internalise, will find it's not as hard, coz its not first time u c the topic. Slowly build ur confidence topic by topic, may not c result immediately, but should c improvement over time. Once u get the concepts, then pract alot to improve speed. - 21 July 2011, 2.47p.m

Ms Chua (CO): [my forever mum in school. thanks lot for letting me feel the care and warmth. You are more like a mum than a teacher to me. You dote me quite a lot (though I know parents are irreplaceable)]
Dear Sock Yie, pls promise me that u will take good care of yourself too,for yourself and your family. - 10 Oct 2011, 2.12p.m

Yu Ting (a lovely junior):
Hey :) jiayou for whatever you are going through now. I don't have to know the details but I want you to know that you are gonna pull through this tough period and come out so so much stronger :)
"suffering has been stronger than all other teaching, and has taught me to understand what my heart used to be. I have been bent and broken, but I hope into a better shape", I know you will pull through this. JIAYOU PRETTIEST! :) - 8 Aug 2011, 4.38 p.m

Yu Ting (thanks for always reading this page, haha and many thanks to your encouragements! This year is your turn. There's nth for me to worry abt you except your health. Do put your health as priority too. Health comes before studies, not the other way round! Bear that in mind for you to go far in life. Pls take care!):
Hey! Good luck for As! You have been through a lot but know that all these wil mould you into a stronger person! :) you can do it! - 8 Nov 2011, 10.15 p.m

Zhou Tian (GP rep):
19/10 pilots! As my last task as a GP rep, here's wishing all the best of luck, whether you need it or not. To thank Mr. Herd for a wonerful year of GP joke lessons, let's all do our very best! We'll drive our dreams to beyond the sky's limit and make those who believe in us proud. - 7 Nov 2011, 1.57 p.m

Xin Hui:
All the best for A's :) - 7 Nov 2011, 7.51p.m

All I can say is a Big THANK YOU! :)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:21 PM|

[[NEW YEAR WISHES 2012]]

Stella:
Hey you! Just want to let you know that you're not forgoten n still mean a lot to me. Sty happy n be safe :)
Thanks for being a part of my life! Have a blessed 2012 ahead!

Ang Shu Hui:
Happy new year too! Have a blessed year filled with joy!

Xin Ru:
Happy new yer sock!! Hope u have a great year ahead!

Rachel:
Happy new year junior!! Good luck for As results?

Beatrice Yeo:
Happy new year socks!! :D this year will be a better one!

Rebecca:
Happy new year to you too!!! May your problems lessen in weight and stay cheerful always. Take care!!

Jolene:
Haha Happy new year ily! (i love you = ily)

Caroline:
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!

Shirlene,Zhiying, Bro:
Happy new year! :)

Hope everyone have a great year! Especially to myself, (though it seems very selfish) I really hope that this year will be more meaningful and successful. A more amazing year ahead! CHEERS! Jia You!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:10 PM|