[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Saturday, December 29, 2012

[[Skip!]]

I realise I am still better with blogspot eh~ haha but lately I have to type my entries in LJ because of Arashi~ lol!

LJ is a little too complicated for me~

In order to not lose my Entires~ haha I am going to kind of link them tgt~

http://zzrgyy.livejournal.com/

Ja! Mah ta na!~

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:52 PM|

Sunday, July 15, 2012

[[Luxury!]]

For the first time ever, someone treated me to dinner at some atas place at Tanjong Pagar. It's an Italian restaurant, Pasta Brava. The ambience there is lovely, same goes for the waiters and waitresses. And frankly speaking, I thought it would be a really quiet place and I was somehow holding the idea that 'I-must-not-make-a-single-sound-with-my-utensils-' before I was there. Probably, it was Saturday night, it was somewhat noisy. But the noise eased my discomfort and tension. :) haha I am probably afterall better suited to eat in some slightly lower class place where I can simply just enjoy myself!

Many thanks to my friend for spending so much effort in planning tonight's dinner and the little surprises. I am not sure if you were satisfy with my reaction but I am really thankful and enjoyed the cake and present. haha it has been a while someone celebrated my birthday and pamper me like this~ haha so I will turn into a spoilt child. hehe Still, thanks so much! :D
(Now, I will have a headache for your birthday present...sigh...oh well, I will hopefully think of something soon~)

Alright, lunch with relatives tomorrow. I better be able to wake up on time. ANDDD MOST IMPORTANTLY, I haven been practising lately...I better put in double the effort and double the concentration tomorrow! STOP SLACKING WONG SOCK YIE!

Nights, and sweet dreams!~ ;)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:23 AM|

Friday, June 22, 2012

[[ありがとうそしてさよなら]]

Rusty rusty Jap I have gotten there...forgot how to write a proper sentence structure. Should read about it again when I have tidy up this mess and when I have time to spare....

Putting this aside, I had received the earliest birthday wish ever and I was really touched when I received it. Thanks a lot for sending me before you flew! hahaha I have never expect to get one from you, especially when just met in the afternoon~
So yup, this is how it goes:
"Sock, very early happy birthday to you! Since I will be overseas Hahha." - See Yu Qi, 23:32, 20 Jun.
It was short though and you could have sent it earlier and not before you were told to switch off on the plane...Oh well, pray for your safety and look forward in seeing you soon!~ :) [I doubt you will be here to read it anw. but just wanna say hope we can keep in contact during this 4 years when Jo is away, haha]

Next up, JOGO! You are gonna be away for 4 years! :0 I probably won't feel the sadness now...really hope that I won't tear up on Sun. I need to learn to use Skype! haha so that I can't take to you even if we are that far about. Frankly speaking, I am really not sure if I can visit you next year. haha got a feeling YuQi might be the one not being able to make it. Plus, there's a high chance that I will be short of cash...you know, my family is kind of broke...We shall discuss it over again then...the farm-stay and whats-not. :) In short, take care! hugs-hugs! I will really miss you so much. The next time when I whatsapp you, I will truly cherish the power of technology....

为不变的友情，干杯！！！

<3

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:52 PM|

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

[[Aches]]

I realise I haven been posting for nearly a month! :0

I guess is because nothing much has happened in May...haha it will be the most uninteresting month of the year I think? >.<

Anw body really aching today...feeling extremely tired but happy at the same time. haha my cabinets are finally fixed! They are just a few touch ups left on Fri and everything will be completed! :)) I just hope that the uncle remember to bring the round cover for the wires...Actually they did quite a good job, but it would be better if they don't try to rush it through and make mistakes along the way. I am just very particular about details. haha...but since you paid for it, you should expect it to be of good quality right?

Alright, going to bed le~

Nights!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:46 PM|

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

[[老实说，我累了。]]

“ 总觉得自己背后好像扛着很多不属于我这个年龄的压力与负担。每当我那么想时，我下一秒就会安慰自己其实能从中学到很多东西。这些经验和磨练，或许有些人一辈子都体验不到，所以我应该更珍惜每一次的考验，并且更勇敢地面对。这是我一路来为自己加油打气的方式。我希望往后的日子里，我还能继续白吃这种乐观的心态，继续往前冲！为自己加油！:) ”

这是我在 FACEBOOK post 的一小段话。原本今天应该是很开心的一天。好不容易才有机会享受了一番年轻人常会做的一些娱乐活动，心情应该是轻松，愉快地，但偏偏会的家里，就有一大堆的事情要做。心情马上跌入谷底。

有时候我很想大骂！一来能发泄，二来只是想吓唬对方。但我知道，其实这样并无益处，反倒是火上加油。所以我每次只能在心里默默地诅咒对方，搞到自己心里也难受。嘿~~~我现在盼望地只是能尽快遇到一个能将心比心的人。一个能指引我走出这个灰色世界，能让我有着色彩缤纷的生活。

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:20 AM|

Saturday, April 28, 2012

[[What has been happening recently?]]

It has been nearly a month since I last posted...

I may/may not be the first to leave the house but I will definitely be the last to reach home everyday. Life has been circling around CO like the past, however, the only difference being the scale of it is getting bigger and bigger each day. From school performance, to external CO concerts/performances, to solo competition.

I have laid all these options and decisions last year. I planned it, thinking that this will be a fulfilling life and some challenge that I should take it. I want to see how far how can stretch myself to (like usual...)
But looking at things now, everyone has been saying that I am in insane... My mum has been saying that I am like a kay po... My friends asked why am I tiring myself even before the start of the new journey-university life. It makes me wonder too if I made a right decision by taking part in all these activities...Should I really relax and take a look around the world, and enjoy all the free time and recharge myself before I jump right into the uni life and start being lost again in that brand new environment...or should I be carrying out all these commitments which I thought will be spicing up my life a bit and making it more fulfilling than usual.

I guess I wont know the answers now till I have been through the entire thing. But what I am sure of for now is that, even though it is tiring; even though I will complain or grumble what I wish/hope that I should not have volunteer in certain things; even though I might suffer in the process, I as of now are still satisfy with and glad with my decisions.

I am just slowly stepping out of my comfort zone...trying to to pry open a brand new world that I have not seen. It is a new door that I have opened for myself that are full of surprises and dangers.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:16 PM|

Friday, March 23, 2012

[[Goals.]]

目标一直不断地被更换。这种三心两意的心态得改一改。

其次，一旦做了决定，就应该勇往直前，持之以恒。不应该奇异的被动摇。

明天得好好规划时间，把自己的目标写下来。告诉自己，现在或在不久的将来走的路，都是为了这个目标。加油！

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:28 AM|